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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

lotsa things have happened.
bad. good.

and im seriously relieved things are gettin better.
hey im glad you're fine now.
dont worry aiight.

anyway.
i really love the tkgs drama.
it's really good.
all the best girls!
(:

im freaaaaakin tired.
my eyes hurt.
shit.
i hope it's not some eye infection.
shucks.
ahaha.
aiights.
gotta run.
nights!

9:11 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

today was rather interesting.
school seemed to be so long.
so gross.
and it was so hot.
and disgusting.
eee.

and then after school jebs, fatbean and i went out.
and yeah it was really freakin.
you noe. the same place jebs fell down at?
the drain.
i feel into the same drain!
oh god.
THE CURSE OF THE CURSED DRAIN.
haha.
sounds mad.
i scraped my knee.
ahaha. my fall wasnt that bad compared to hers.
hers like some scar now.
oh god.
anyway. i enjoyed myself today.
smiles.
(:

i seriously dunno wad to say.
no comments.

9:30 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

fuck you bitch.
practice wad you fucking preach.

7:41 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

damn im so freakin tired.
i feel so drained.
like as if every single part of me has been sucked out.
grahhh.
feel so stressed.
haiysss..
God, save me.

8:12 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2006

had flag day today.
bahhh.
very tiring.
but fun.
i enjoyed myself.
(:
renny, yuwen, polly, nicholyn and i went to bugis.
then later we split.
it was just renny, yuwen and i left.
and then business in bugis was rather sucky.
i hated those who tried to avoid.
so moronic of ya'll.
balls to ya'll lah!
eeyucks.
then renny and i headed to little india.
whoaa.
it was very good there.
i got my tin 3/4 full.
haha.
and then met rachel, jazzy, beat and charmaine there.
we went back to amk together.
and after returnin the cans,
renny and i went back to town again.
ahaha.
that was were the fun started.
went to long johns to eat.
and outside there was some punk rock thing goin on.
AHAHAHA.
and there was this walkin durex condom mascot.
wahaha.
it was really cool.
and then we went to taka and everywhere.
window shopping.
and spoiling songs by dancing retardedly.
damn im freakin sleepy.
im gonna take a nap.
cyaaa.
(:

5:56 PM

Friday, February 17, 2006

it's already the end of week 7.
another 3 more weeks and term 1 is over.
damn time flies really fast.
i cant imagine how it would be when the time of o levels come.
hehh.
it really freaks me out.
one thing for sure.
i dont wanna leave cedar.
i still wanna wear my uniform, come back to school.
see my friends, sit and laugh with them.
renny, gwen, clara, diana, bhavans, beat, rachel, yu wan, the rest of 4C, vithya, jebs, nats, balls.
haiks.
i love them all.

today l-k-c gave those who had to drop subs and all a motivational talk.
she's really a cool teacher.
and yeah. she was tellin us wad was best for us and all.
i wanna get 10 points and below.
and i will work towards it.
i sincerely think i made a good choice doppin bio.
it's such a fucky subject.
i mean even though it's fun to learn.
it's hard to pass.
grahhh.

and there was an a.math common test today.
it was rather ok.
not that bad.
(:

i feel so pissed off at somethin/someone.
argh.
control. control.

9:10 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

i love sean paul!
(:
sexay.

3:06 PM

Monday, February 13, 2006

you noe something?
house of condom is a rather interesting place.
even though ive not been inside b4
from outside, i see lotsa interesting things inside.
it's my second time like standin outside the shop and peering in.
i saw condoms.
not ordinary ones but those with mickey mouse heads, the tips with shapes of hands.
hehhh.
and then
i saw this one right outside on display.
as in anyone can see one.
the penis enlarger.
it's like some kinda pump to pump your penis up to make it huge.
urmm. ook.
ahaha.
and then.
EDIBLE UNDERWEAR!!!!
looks and nats and fatbean.
ahahaha underwear that can be eaten.
LOL.
cherry flavoured.
there's edible bras too. lol.
it's really interesting.
as in if you dont look at it as the topic of obsenity but somethin of rather exotic things then it'll be quite cool.
i saw vibrators too. wahh. first time in my life seein one.
and then wad else ah?
ooh. erotic wear. those yucky cat suits which are so tight.
i dunt think you can breathe in them man.
eeeee. i dont like them.
hahaha.
the most rather unique thing i saw was the dildo.
it was far in. i could only see a little of it.
it was in very nice colours and are transparent.
and they were shape of dicks. different sizes all got.
ive never touched one. so i dunno how it felt to touch it.
when im 18, i'll go in and see how it's like to touch one.
yeahh.
seein all these things actually make me wonder who came up with them.
really.
and you noe.
we always think that horny youngsters are the one who go in.
no way.
seriously.
i was watchin the ppl who went in.
and out of every 10 people, about 7-8 were older more innocent looking people.
wahlau.
ahahahaha.
they probably had the same thinkin as me.
to go in and see wad so great about the place.
i think they found it interesting too.
yeap.
i will go in when im 18.
i just gotta check that place out.
not cause im some horny person.
but really.
i wanna see the things.

6:12 PM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

sometimes it's all different.
sometimes it seems like everything's all right.
but in the end, it's all not.
but really, i hope everything changes for the better.

anyway, vs all arts practice has started!!
the dance is very fun.
i mean. even thought i dunt noe how to dance classical and all
it's quite interestin to learn and all.
yeaps.
(:

and we had our common tests today.
e.math and chem.
chem was totally disgusting.
i din noe how to write my damn ionic equations.
i left lotsa blanks.
e.maths was quite ok.
managed to do all the sums except that one part.
i din even understand wad the hell it was tryin to say.
ah crap it.
hope it turns out well.
i love e.math and a.math.

went to study with jebs and ash today and pravind came halfway at coffeebean.
well more of like 3 quarters.
aha.
it was quite retarded as usual.
esp decidin wad drink to buy.
OH GOD.
i tell you.
you should never share money and buy a drink with serena.
seriously.
ahahaha.
she insists on only buyin one drink.
PURE VANILLA.
and does not want any other drink.
and finally after bickerin for long and even got whackin,
we got pure chocolate.
and then after tasting it she was like, WOW it's NICE!
bloody hell.
hahaha.
thats typical of a screw loose nut.
big smiles.

6:08 PM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Typical
Hardly the type I fall for
I'm liking the physical
Don't leave me asking for more
I'm a sexy mama (Mama)
Who knows just how to get what I want and (Want and)
What I want to do is spring this on you (On you)
Back up all of the things that I told you (Told you)

You been saying all the right things all along
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree'
Cause the love you said you had
Ain't been put on me
I wonder
If I'm just too much for you
Wonder
If my kiss don't make you just
Wonder
What I got next for you
What you want to do? (Do)

Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see, just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

7:55 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

i've been damn busy lately.
and yeah there's seriously no time to do lotsa things.
tmr's a.math test.
and on wednesday, it's e.math and chem.
gees.
it feels really yucky.
ohwells.
hopefully i will do well.
im gonna be motivated.
not demoralised.
and btw.
valentines day is coming.
big smiles.
(:
haha.
lovelove.
my monster.

11:59 AM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

heyaa.
school seemed rather short today.
dunno why.
still got lotsa hw cause i missed school since second period on thurs.
damn i really din get to learn locus.
and i really dunt understand now.
grahh.
crap lah.
i need to buck up for chem.
cause it's really gettin tough.
i need to get my chemical equations right.
dammit lah.
aiight.
gotta run.
i still got lotsa work to do.
(:

and happy birthday renny!!
sexy polka dot boxers. haha.

8:23 PM