the girl's life.

2007-10-20T05:24:00.000+08:00

CYNNTHIA'S MOVING OFFICIALLY!

YEH IM AN LJ USER FROM NOW ON.

I'll be deleting this blog soon.

LINK ME AIIGHT!

http://goldiva-cynn.livejournal.com

lovelove!

2007-07-25T11:50:00.000+08:00

define love.
nice?
sucky?
heart breaking?
beautiful?

i really dont know anymore.

2007-07-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

c'mon hair! why do you take so long to grow? grrr.

cynnthia loves tambourine dancing!
it's really fun. (:

smiles.

2007-07-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

im allergic to school. ):

and imy
renny love
ponnu
lalitha
uma

i need to see you girls soon! (:
<3

anyone wanna watch potter?
i absolutely wanna watch watch watch.

back to mugging.
i got circulatory system to mug for today.

3 more weeks to semestral exams.
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

2007-07-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

did i ever mention that raqin is a lovely boy even though he's a moron at times? yeapp. he's very nice indeed. school was pretty okay today. i learnt how to use a sphygmomanometer during human anatomy practical session. if you dunno what it is, it's the equipment you use to check your blood pressure. (: organic chemistry was very fun too. we had a pactical on recrystallization processes and the pure crystallised compound we got was very pretty. it looked like powdered shiny pearl powder. haha. wee. and lab sessions in poly are so much more different than those in secondary schools, i swear.

after school dee and i were at the bus stop and we met raqin! haha. he was being an ass as usual but he was very nice like i said. he accompanied me to tampines mall and we walked around finding for my impenma's which were too big in size and there were no small sizes. i was damn sad lah. raqin bought famous amos cookies and he bought like 300grams and we ate until we were both sick of the sweetness of the cookies. haha. and he being a sweet boy, sent me off to the interchange and waited till my bus came and stayed in the queue with me. (: i guess there is a soft side to that fella too. haha. and now im home and contemplating whether i should get impenma's or the braziliano praia sandals. i simply love the green ones. omg. hahaha. you're free to give suggestions! (:

goodnight world! <3

2007-07-08T15:15:00.000+08:00

weee.
i got my dress.
total hotness.
(:

2007-07-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

hello world!

i had a great weekend. (: i went to malaysia on sunday like i said in my previous post. haa. the durians were superb. but shopping sucked. i din buy anything. oh my god. can you believe that? haha. cynnthia saved more money and that's greatt!

monday was alright. nothin much happened. i think im beginning to dread school. just like nunu said, im alergic to school. oh man. im dreading the distance i have to travel to school. and we no longer have student fares for buses. so from yishun to tampines it's like freakin $1.70. gosh. and with the gst increase now, i wonder how much more it's gonna cost. bahh. haha i so have to get the concession already. or else im just gonna burn a hole in my pocket.

oh and wednesday was a very very lovely day. i met half the MI gang along with lovely bestfriend renny!! weee. she looked so cute in her stripey wipey babydoll dress which according to Raqin, was a maternity dress. he was being a cock, as usual. haha. chuck came too! it's been really long since a saw chuck and renny. but raqin and haidar i see in school a couple of times. heee. we went over to far east plaza cause raqin and haidar wanted to eat. and according to raqin, they had the best nasi penyek(flat chicken)[i dont know how to spell]. ahaha. the chicken looked not so flat. wel, you know, raqin and his nonsensical shit. ahaha. he was really funny. and has not changed one bit. i was the shotest amond all of them, and i mean really short. now i know how it feels like to be a castillo. haha. (:

we had dessert at gelare. the waffle was oragasmic babehh. (: heeee. and after that we went to wisma for a little window dress shopping. i want that green dress from zara and im gonna get it by this week. i DONT CARE. the dress is LOVE. haha. i simply fell in love with it the moment i saw it and another plus point was that it was GREEN. [= soldier agreed to buy it for me. double yay!

i really enjoyed my time with you renny.
things really felt the same.
i felt no weirdness despite the long time we never saw each other.
everything was the same.
the way we talked, the open mindedness, the laughter.
babe, i really love you.
i have faith that we'll never drift apart no matter what.
and i know we never will.
i love you way to much to even think about it.
<3

alright world.
gonna hit the sack! got school at 8 tomorrow.
goodnight! (:

2007-07-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

guess who's baaackkk?! heee. soldier booked out this morning. went to fetch him from his camp. haha. superman is his nickname in camp. everyone calls him that cause of his nehneh tattoo. haha. his mum like prepared a feast lah. like as if some prince coming back from war like that. aha. we ate like pigs. i really missed my soldier alot. he's got very little hair now and he's got two shades darker. but nevermind. he uses fair and lovely! hahaha.

AND later in the evening, josh, my sis, mum and i went to seoul garden to pig out even more. man i am growing fatter. i can feel it. i felt like a happy fat kidd muching on his chocolate cake! aha. and after that we wanted to catch transformers but all the tickets were sold out. and the midnight movie was like selling fast. is that movie that hot? heee. i wannt catch it soon though. (:

and yes. the weather has been being a bitch. i got heat rash all over my face. grahh. must drink loadsa water. which i lack in me. haha. yeapp. and yes. im off to malaysia tomorro to fruit plantations. hmmm. i hope it's fun. im going for the shopping sake. =D

alright world. goodnight. (:

2007-06-20T13:11:00.000+08:00

and so.
my holidays are very unproductive.
i only read a few chapters of human anatomy. grahh. i've been going out more than studying. ahaha. but who cares? everyone wants to enjoy their holidays dont they? (=

went bowling yesterday with my sister and her friends, along with nessaar, lalitha, uma, ponnu and sparkk. it was a whole load of fun actually.
rolling balls. lalitha refused to play. bitch she. aaahha. she just sat there like a goon. my sister can play so well like a pro lah! im damn jealous. for a left-handed girl, she played so well. brahhhh. hahha. she had like 3 strikes, and more than a hundred points. ass she. i wanna learn how to spin the ball. like those pros do. ahahaha.

after that we went to lunch and yes, we were making so mucha noise in long john silver's. ahaha. and i caught fantastic for after that. the movie is pretty alright. not a bad movie i should say, abit lame though. with the end of the world coming due to some energy in outter space thingy with the silver surfer and his surfboard. haha.
anyone up for shopping? i wanna get alot of things b4 school starts. ok i know i sound like a bimbo, but i want more clothes for school. ahahaha. alright peace, world! (:

and yes, i miss my soldier. ):
alot.
come back faster lah.

2007-06-14T14:09:00.000+08:00

by the end of next week, i need to
1. mug for human anatomy (i NEED to do well in this sub)
2. clear out my super super messy room
3. pack my bag for camp
4. get my pay and do a little shopping

bahhh. im in for craziness.

2007-06-14T13:41:00.000+08:00

courtesy of ashwinii's blog. (:

Your Birthdate: January 11

You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move.
It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone.
Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

You Are 32% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

You Are Super Spicy

You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy.
You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!

Are You Hot?

You Are A Martini

You are the kind of drinker who appreciates a nice hard drink.
And for you, only quality alcohol. You don't waste your time on the cheap stuff.
Obviously, you're usually found with a martini in your hand. But sometimes you mix it up with a gin and tonic.
And you'd never, ever consider one of those flavored martinis. They're hardly a drink!

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

2007-06-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

the holidays have arrived. (:
the year is passing by so fast, i just realised.
gees. it's june already. and in another blink of the eye it's gonna be christmas! (:
heee. a big baby's going off to army soon this friday.
so fast already, 2 years have passed.
it was a very eventful two years.
all the laughter.
all the fun we had.
all the gossipings and bitchings.
all the quarrels for the whole day and making up just like that.
all the playful fights we used to have which will end up in either me or you getting a bad bump by accident.
hahaha. i just simply love you mr.philip thiban! (:
my boo.
<3

2007-06-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

one more week of school and it's the holidays already!
hahaha! but it's all tests tests tests now.
had inorganic chem and csas today.
communication skills for applied science (csas).
haha. who knew we needed these for science too?
it's like english lessons in school. it's pretty okay eyy.
if you choose to enjoy it.
(:

oh and have i mentioned before? that i just simply adore the shrek ears?
ahahaha. papa bought them for me. well. more of like i pestered him to get them for me.
hee.
man i love them. (:

alright i need to get my butt down to study organic chemistry, which i simply do not really like.
my my.
STEREOCHEMISTRY. what the hell.
nights world. (:

2007-06-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

candyman! candyman!
good things come for those who wait!

haha. im in love with that song lah!
wahlaus. my mother bought a new phone. w880i. *jealous* ahahaha. nvm. i just try to steal her memory card. i want that only. ahahaha. anyways. you know wad. for most of my quizes i keep failing by half a mark. it's damn sad right. grrr.

biochem - 9.5/20
organic chem - 12/25

wad in the world. ahahaha. wad a nehnehpok. i feel like that. dont even talk about human anatomy. grrr.

and im absolutely crazy about you.
keep your hands off my boy. rarr-

2007-06-01T10:23:00.000+08:00

i still have school while some people are actually enjoying their bumbums off. hahaha. my term test starts next week and i really hope i'll never be late thanks to the super heavy traffic every morning. grrr.

right now, i seriously wished i stayed near school. it really takes me damn long to reach tampines. even the fastest bus, 969 takes pretty long.
grrr. there's tutorials everyday man. and if you dont attend one, you'll get a warning letter. wahlaus. you late also you will get warning letter.
pretty strict eyy? very, i'll say. haa. i promised photos din i?

enjoy. (:

(: casti wasti is very short. and he makes me and nunu stand below steps to take photo with him just so that he can look taller! ahaha. i shall post more photos next time. till then. bye lovelies!

2007-05-23T11:33:00.000+08:00

oh my my.
it's been seriously very long since i updated.
i see hanging cobwebs.
hahaha.
okayokay.
i havent really had time to be on the comp in the first place.
my life has very much been all about school school school.
the applied science students start school the earliest and end the latest.
and by the time i get my butt home?
it's 9.
time to shower and eat, and sleep.
hehh. well. i got a three hour break.
by god's grace.
and hence i decided to update.
i'll update nicenice pics soon kay!
school has been pretty good, excluding the stressful part.
i so wished i listened during mmb's organic chem lessons.
i was so confident that i would never get to see chemistry again.
guess wad?
i have both organic chem and INorganic chem too.
another guess?
i have BIOLOGY.
omg. so much for me laughin at those who took bio in cedar.
im like stuck with it now.
wad the hell.
HUMAN ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY.
hahaha. my HAP teacher is an indian national
and so she talks with a very strong ooru accent.
hahahaha. the whole class can seriously burst out laughing at the way she talks.
seriously. we're damn mean bitches.
i seriously dont wanna say something mean here, cause the internet is something worldwide and hence if that person comes across, he's/she's so gonna BITE ME.
if you ask me, then i'll tell you about a really interesting person.
hahaha. ohhh. got nice eyecandy too. (: heee. skip that part. i'll post photos.
and i wanna see prem! i've seen most indian guys from design school, but not that idiot. SERENA YOU SURE NOT? HE IS IN TEMASEK POLY?
ahahahaha.
okay. i'm off to study now. i got a stupid ORGANIC CHEM test tomorro.
grahhhhh.
poly life aint that easy too, i realised.
it's so not slack.
the only slack thing is that you get long breaks and you can play pool and swim within campus.
heee.
okayy. till then.
kisses.

2007-04-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

i had a real wonderful time today.
mr.thibs and i went out!
(:
the picture says a thousand words.
yeapp. we were towning.
after a long time, his work finally gave in to me and allowed me to spend time with him.
AND YES. embarrassing me with his HIS stupid aeroplane at burger king.
ohmygod.
ahahahaha.
but needless to say,
he's changed alot, and i mean alot.
from day one till now.
i cant wait for the next date again.
smilessss.

2007-03-02T13:14:00.000+08:00

i hate being sick. it hurts like crap. arghh.
and rarrrr. i think im getting aneroxic again.
i feel fat and feel like binging so much cause of not eating the whole day.
i dont feel happy. and i dont feel sad.
DAMN. i really dunno what the hell is wrong with me.
i need to go to the doctor's soon. i need an mc.
from reality and life.

2007-02-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

gahhh.
i had a pretty bad day at school today.
):
looks really do matter for many.
you've gotta be hot to be wanted.
sadly.

2007-02-21T17:51:00.000+08:00

zing zingy zang za-zang za-zang zingy zingy zang zingy zingy za-zang za-zang zoom
ladies!
where you at where you at
shake your zingy zang
show him where you at okay

hahahaha.
i got that song stuck in my head ahhh.
(:

i had a lovely day today.
PONNED SCHOOL AGAIN.
ahahahahaha.
last minute. at the interchange i change my mind about school and msged lovelyRenny.
then we changed plans
so lovelyRenny, haidar, bestfriend and i met at bb for breakfast first.
then small eyes and majella joined us. but majella went off after breakfast.
so the five of us headed to vivo at 9 plus in the morning.
we got the 10.40 movie.
ghost rider. zomgzz.
the movie is good.
the fourth fallen angel is hottt.
orgasmic babehhh.
five of us damn noisy during the movie ahh.
laughin our heads off for the funny parts.

after the movie we walked around for a while.
AND RENNY AH.
wanted a denim skirtt.
so we headed off to bugis to get her SKIRT.
hahaha but most of the shops all her sizes were sold outt.
everyone's her size these days.
no more flat asses.
all pumped up.
hahahaha
had lunch at long john silver's
i cant waitttt!!
hahahahaha
and now im home.
it's ash wednesday today.
i gotta get ready and go to church soon.
toodles!

2007-02-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are 60% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 37% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell...
But word is, you kiss pretty well.

Kissing Purity Test

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 100%

Greed: 60%

Pride: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Wrath: 60%

Gluttony: 40%

Lust: 40%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 60%

You will die in a duel.

How Sinful Are You?

haha the quizes are quite funny.
the outcomes too.

2007-02-20T12:06:00.000+08:00

gahhhhh. i hate the holidays.
so much for chinese new year.
i never even get to go out.
grrrr.
hahahaha.
but i still get red packets.
while sitting at home like a bum.
heeee.

this year's so strange. no lion dances at the opposite blocks.
and plus.
there's been alot of deaths.
what's the world coming to?
i feel so bored
i just feel like dancing around my house naked.
haha.
yeah im that bored.
i wanna learn to play pool
i want that mango studded toga top!
i want i want i want!
impulse shopping
RENNYYYY! where are you.
i miss thee.

i want to work
i need cash.
impulse shoppinggg.
here i come.

2007-02-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

heyaa.
happy chinese new year!!! (:
it's been a while since a updated.
o's results were out two weeks ago.
i din do that well though.
but life moves on.
i hope i get the course i want.

school's normal.
damn slack.
i've been going to the beach alot.
last week, yesterday.
hahaha.
i got a bangla tan already.
just like bestfriend number two.
heeee.
next im gonna get an african tan.
ahahahahahahaha.
and yes.
i love just being a bimbo and lyin on the beach.
it's much more stress free than life in reality.
sometimes you just wanna put all reality behind you and live in a world of fairytale.
but it'll never last.
gahhh.
im so confused.
i myself dunno what the hell im thinking.

i hate love.
i hate it so much.
i hate feeling fucked up.
i hate it when i dunno what's going on.
i hate it when i dunno where the hell he is or what he's doing.
i just hate love.

2007-01-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

after today,
i'm never gonna touch it again.
i hate hangovers.
fuckk.
it's damn sickening.
and plus when you get high after drinking,
your true emotions tend to come out.
i think i took too much of the vodka raw.
all i knew was i was crying like fuck after that.
i was already very upset
and bestfriend made things worse.
majella was laughing like a retarded cow ah.
hahahaha.
i wanted to puke
but nothin came out.
only hydrochloric acid came out.
eeee.
thats why.
now when i think about the taste of that vodka,
it makes me wanna puke.
bahhhhhh.
i wanna sleep.
my head's gonna explode soon.
i feel crappy. ):

i just like you.
and i dont know why.
after that dance.
sigh.

2007-01-21T16:12:00.000+08:00

weeeeeee.
im like damn happy now mans.
went dxo yesterday with renny and raqin's BESTFRIEND BESTFRIENDS for party.
actually more of like in the wee hours today morning lah. hee.
renny and da guys were there early at around 11 and she called to say it was a real long queue.
and i was still stuck at home cause i could only leave later.
so renny got in at about 12.30 i think.
and i only got to leave my house at 1am.
i cabbed down to esplanade and waited for renny to fetch me in.
she just came out and pulled me in.
HAHAHA.
i went in without a ticket.
grinnn.

the dance floor was freakin packedd lah.
you could actually feel the bass pumpin through your whole body and the heat radiating out from all the people dancing.
renny was already half perspiring.
then we all started dancing.
*winks at renny*
we had great fun, din we?
heeeheeee.
SUNIL din COME.
)):
bahhhhh.
within about 10 minutes i was already soaking wet with perspiration.
it was like dripping.
hahahaha.
damn hot ahh.
but the songs were quite happening.
hafiz was damn funny ahh.
dancing the way i threatened renny i would dance in the club with her.
hahahaha.
okay lah. quite happening.

renny and i left at 3 plus cause she had to go.
i got a lift from renny's sis and then cabbed down to boat quay to meet san.
we tried enterin naughty nine.
but grahhh. too strict.
so yeah. we ended up walkin around and then cabbed back home.
i reached home at 6.45 and had to wake up at 7.
wad a beautiful 15 min nap.
im freakin tired.
im off to sleep now.
cya world!

i cant wait to go to school tmr!
i just love school. (:
lectures are fun.
tutorials too
plus the friends and classmates.
heee.

2007-01-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!
the new year has come.
and im lovin it.
(:
MI's been great.
i ponned a few days.
but now, lessons have started.
and seriously, it's rocking.
though i miss cedar.
i really thank god ive gone to somewhere different.
i really do.
haha.

i love my new friends.
and my lovelies,
clara
shit
baytrees
renny
jebs
(:

reply to your blog post.
look. i merely wanted to let you noe straight.
i din avoid dehh. you did.
you just left like that.
how'd you feel if someone cloes to you just disappears?
so i just wrote wad i felt.
it wasnt screwings.
i swear.
if it was. i would have just wrote vulgarities and not say that it hurt when you leave just like that.
think deh. think.

aiightss world!
nites.

2006-12-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

and finally i take time off to update!
hahahaha.
things have been pretty great.
christmas is nearing.
been pretty busy at church.
carol nite was tonight.
it was pretty okay lah.
wow wad a crowd.
hehhhh.
gees.
i want my levis lady's style jeans!

im fuckin tired.
i wanna sleep.
i miss you ladays.
):
muahhhhhhhhh

2006-11-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

PROM PICS!

enjoyy!!! (:

there are bigger sized photos here!
http://www.friendster.com/imperfect69

2006-11-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

22nd November 2006

a day i will never ever forget.
PROM.
i swear i had so mucha fun with my lovelies.
i woke up at seven.
renny woke up at the same time surprisingly too.
too excited i guess.
hahahaha.
yeahh.
i went online only to see her there and we were all rahrah about prom already.
it was only 8.
i left home at 10 to get my nails done at bishan.
then i went over to bugis to meet renny, shit and clara.
then i went to get my hair dye, colour mocha. (:
clara left us to go get her make up and all done.
shit, renny and i then went to hotel 81 and met shiangnee and booked in.
we mooched around for a while and dumped all the make up we brought.
whoa, it was alot.
hahahaha.
we were walkin around the room with bras. haha.
then i got my hair dyed by lovely renny.
hahaha. under the scorching sun we did.
then the other three put on masks and lie down but i couldnt.
eeyer.
they all looked like little ghosts. :P
yeahh then after the masks, renny started on shiangnee's make up.
huiyun was being a nehnehpokk running around the room with a blush brush to brush my cheeks.
hahahaha.
a pesky lil kiddd.
then renny made her help me wash my hair dye off.
HUIYUN ah.
first she put it too cold.
then too hott.
AIYO.
nehnehpokk.
then it was her turn to get her make up done.
renny was very efficient.
make up for 4 people and herself.
wooowooo.
i got ready and was sittin and waitin for scott and james.
YOU NOE WAD
they went to the wrong hotel.
they called and were like OI! open the door lah!
we outside knocking.
you noe wad?
i was standing outside the room lookin out for them.
HAHAHAHAHA.
then they were like oops.
wrong hotel.
lol!!!
they came super late lah!
eeeeeeediots.
SERENA WORE A MINI SKIRTTT.
hahahahaha.
for bung ah.
notbadnotbad!!
hahahaha.

we cabbed down to school.
walked around and took pics.
prom started at 7pm.
everyone looked so pretty and well dressed.
weeweet.
i was so freakin hungry i swear.
i couldnt wait.
then wahlau!
instead of food first, they played a game.
clara, renny, and i were like OHMYGOD.
fooooooood.
after the game, finally lkc said that we could go take food.
clara was the first to run out.
followed by me and renny and the others from our table.
baytrees looked damn cute with her spider.
hahaha.
finally we ate.
food was good.
((:
i couldnt wait for the dance floor to start.
mambo queen was alright.
i thought sandhya would win, but nahhh.
and for the beauty pagent, achala won.
come on, tell me somethin new.
chhheeeese.
the cat walk was funnnn!
sheena and i were modellin!
weeweets
damn funnn!
and finalllyyyyyyy.
the dance floor!!!!!!!!!!!!
dancing with lovelies was damndamndamn fun!
ohmygodzzzzz.
clara can shake!!!!!
hahahahahahaha
shit, clara, renny, shiangnee and i were all dancing.
baytrees din noe how to shake shake.
so we grind around her.
i noe she loved it in her heart lorrr.
hahahahahaha.
scott ah!
is a big nehnehpokk.
she never dance.
dance nehneh dance only
woooots.
danced with other cedarians too.
vithya, 4c peeps!
oh myyyyy.
then finally, it was over.
sigh.
i miss it.
alot.
last night we all spent together as the class of 2006.
i really love my friends.
just like she said,
you need friends.
babes. i really love ya'll.
cheers!
i'll upload photos in my next entry.
wait ya'll dont read!
((:

2006-11-22T08:19:00.000+08:00

im up early.
im abit excited.
wooots.
10am.
faster come.
(:

2006-11-21T15:37:00.000+08:00

it's overrrrrrrrrrr!
hahahaha.
the freakin o's!
nyehnyeh!
alright mann.
no studyin for the time beinggg.

tmr's prom.
and i din get to go out today to do my nails and stuff.
bahhh.
nvm.
tmr morning.
i'll make a trip down and get my nails done.
and i'll have pretty nails! (:
wooots.
im sorry lovelies.
i cant seem to hang out with ya'll much cause of mum.
arghh.
i'll try my best and make it up to ya'll.
love ya'll!
i don wanna lose ya'll.
i'll post pics next time!
love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-19T16:48:00.000+08:00

oh my.
my blog's rotting.
no wait....
it's decomposed already.
people!!!
i promise to update after o's
which is startin from tomorrow!
okayyy.
lovesss!

2006-10-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

graduation's over.
i'll miss all the times.
cliche line.
but it's true.
hahaha.

in just another 1 and half weeks
we'll all be sittin for o levels.
i really wanna clear the air b4 that.
it's hazy now between us.
im gonna clear it.
(:
yeapp.

anyway.
i cant wait for all this shittified o levels to be over.
practical was today.
it was quite okay.
my test tube sorta made a lil explosion.
and the solution spilt into the bunsen burner.
BAHHHH.
then i realised.
MUST PUT INTO THE BOILING TUBE.
then to test for carbon dioxide.
i like one idiot use sodium hydroxide.
wahhhhh.
i tell you.
i very smart.
hahaha. but i realised in time lah.
i used calcium hydroxide. (:
hahaha.
okay lah.
i pray for ZE best.
(:
goodnight world.

2006-10-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

ive said it many times.
the best days i spent in my teenage life,
it's in cedar.
sigh.
just two more days.
ex-cedarians we will be.
i never wanna forget.
i never wanna lose contact with those i spent most time with.

2006-10-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

it's really nice to have a childhood friend.
nahhh a childhood enemy actually.
thinking back.
rememberin all the times.
he who whacked you up everytime he saw you.
played so mucha pranks on you.
being so freaking mean to you.
practically tried to get you into trouble all the time.
and as the years went by,
you actually become very very good friends.
and that's joshua manasseh.
the childhood friend i grew up with the very gross memories.
the times he would put powder all over his face and run around.
wait outside my room door with deodourant and spray it at my face.
and how he would come in front of me and just punch me and run away.
push me into the sea and attempt to kill me.
but i had alot of fun.
lotss. (:

another childhood friend.
whom i watched growing up too.
things din really work out all the time.
but really did we have so mucha fun.
whoaaa.
all the times we would get into shit.
hahahahaha.
and now.
even after all the shit that happened.
even though she was the worst enemy,
she turned out to be that best friend too.
i loved all the times we would sit and talk shit.
all the times we did nonsense.
rememberin how we poured water all over the kitchen and slided around
and hurriedly mopped the floor dry b4 my mum got home.
hahahahaha.
really fun times.
i love you serena jebamani CUTwell.
haha no lah.
serena jebamani caldwell. ((:

2006-09-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

hey there people!!!
results were out.
i improvedd. ((:
hahahaha.
and daddy's given me a great offer to do well in O's.
HEHEHEHEHE.
*snickers.*
anyway.
graduation is in two weeks.
haiks.
it's so fast.
and we'll just be the batch of 2006.
bahhhh.

anyway.
a shout out to all my sexy friendsss.

renny my chicken little.
clara my nehnehpok.
baytrees my urrr. WEIRDO.
serena my student motivator.
shivani my asshole friend. hahaha.
huiyun my horny monster.
and the whole of sexay 4c.

wooooo.
i just love ya'll to the very bits.
okayy. i'll be going to mugg already.
bubye worldd!

2006-09-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

sighhhh.
our fate is sealed already.
just waiting for tomorro to come makes me sickk.
the marked papers on the teachers' tables.
bahhhhhhhh.
oh myy.
im gonna sleep.

2006-09-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

feeling insecure sucks.
your imagination just runs wild.
geeees.

2006-09-03T09:10:00.000+08:00

okay.
i dont care what whoever who reads this wanna think.
you people can go bitch about me for all i care after this entry.
after all, you are an expert at that.
or that's what you make yourself seem to be.
'HYPOCRITE.' that word.
OH GOD.
everyone is using it on everyone.
oh she's a hypocrite, babablacksheep.
excuse me bitch,
have you looked at your own fucking butts?
yes i am i hypocrite.
but do you realise it's only like that when it comes to you people?
it's cause ya'll are like that.
esp YOU.
that's why i always told myself.
why did i ever look around elsewhere when my real friends were and ARE just with me in my class?
they were and ARE always there when i need them.
when i needed and NEED someone to talk to.
but when i told YOU things, you will just share it with others like it's some hot gossip.
wow. bravo man. bravo.
acting as though you love me so much.
say i love you and will always be there when i need a friend.
go throw your fucking bullshit into your toilet bowl and flush it down man.
i knew i meant it when i said it to you.
but guess wad?
you din mean yours.
i feel like a piece of toilet paper always there to wipe your stinking ass.
if that was what you wanted to achieve.
i salute you. well done.
you achieved it.
all i know was.
i treated you as a very good friend.
i seriously treated you as one of my loved ones.
but guess wad?
you just treated me like dirt.
you always told me you hated hypocrisy.
and remember that time you talked to me about how your own close friends turned against you?
and you go back sticking to them like a bloody leech now.
wow. so much for being truthful and trustworthy eh?
ahahahaha
thanks for telling him the things that were meant to be between us only.
i've fallen.
the bruises hurt.
i've lost.
but nvm.
i'll just hobble on with my life.
you can just remain stagnant there and rot.
cheers, bitch. (:

2006-08-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

hello world!
haha. today was a wonderful day.
it was teachers' day celebrations.
can you believe?
diana bought the teachers weird things.
like a bitter gourd for uncle bala.
hahaha.
he was damn sad lah.
lol.
yeahh.
followed by a few performances set up by cyanide.
and some cool games.
i loved it.
hahaha.

then later went back to huamin.
and met all da oldtime classmates.
things havent changed one bit at all.
the boys are still all the same and more retarded.
and the girls.
all giggly and girly.
haha.
then we went to watch monster houseee.
monsterrrrrr.
rarrrr.
lol ok i got carried away.
it was pretty funny.
but not that great lah.
but i had a great time.
okay.
gotta run.
toodles. ((:

oh yeah.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

2006-08-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

hello world!!!!
i know i disappeared for a while.
but things have been pretty hectic.
haha.
but oh wells.
prelims have officially started.
one down
a hundred and one more to go.
haha im exaggerating lar.
aiyahhh.
anywayyy.

life has been pretty up and down.
it's been a matter of knowing who your real friends are.
and deciding whom you want your friends to be.
i've talked things out with her.
im glad things will be okay from now on.
plus she said she loves me!
wahhh. it's a damn damn rare thing to actually hear from her.
LOL.
im sorry.
i HAD to say it.
hahahaha.
and plus those lovelies.
renny
clara
baytrees
vithya
nats
iloveyou lots and lots.
<3
it's a month and lil more to graduation.
):
and it'll all be over.
those days laughing our butss out.
all the girl talks.
changing in class.
being a moron in class and not having to worry of everyone thinks you're a psycho.
dancing down the corridoor and not having to worry wad others thought about you.
screaming at the top of our lungs over a stupid bee.
knowing you can talk about anything.
haiysssss.
life at cedar.
it really was the most memorable one.
if you asked me.
i had a very great secondary school life.
okay lah.
minus off the sec one part.
REJECTTTT.
ahahahaha.
other than that.
it was really wonderful.
bahhhh.
let's not forget each other k?
all keep in touchhh!
aiights world.
gotta runn.
lovelove. <3
((:

2006-08-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.

How are you feeling today?
Fighter
christina aguilera

Will you get far in life?
Nas tamil mix.

How do your friends see you?
hips dont lie
shakira

Will you get married?
white christmas

What is your best friend's theme song?
Walking away
craig david

What is the story of your life?
baby im back
baby bash

What was high school like?
everytime we touch
cascada

How can you get ahead in life?
breakout
sean paul

What is the best thing about your friends?
the ghost of you
my chemical romance

What is in store for this weekend?
in the jungle
lion king theme song

What song describes you?
it's like that
mariah carey

To describe your grandparents?
lo qae paso
daddy yankee

How is your life going?
heal the world
michael jackson

What song will they play at your funeral?
tilt ya head back
christina and nelly

How does the world see you?
Stripped pt 2
christina aguilera

Will you have a happy life?
you're beautiful
james blunt

What do your friends really think of you?
a little less conversation
elvis presley

Do people secretly lust after you?
where'd you go
fort minor

How can I make myself happy?
Get it
fort minor

What should you do with your life?
hollaback girl
gwen stefani

Will you ever have children?
gold digger
kayne west

whoever who wants may do so!
(:

2006-07-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

oh my.
have i ever told you, world?
that i love cedar so much?
i just don wanna leave?
my classmates,
my friends,
my teacher(s)?
heeeeks.
i dun wanna leave.
i don wannaaaa.
friday was so funn.
oh my.
i've never enjoyed community singing this much b4.
singing with viths, nats and jebs.
and my class behind me.
hahaha.
with mr.yauu.
LIGHTS!!!!
blue!
green!
ALL LIGHTS!!!
ahahahaha.
it was really damn fun.
i enjoyed myself so much.
sang my lungs outt.
(:
i tell you.
i love my class.
i love all of you so muchhh.
a special shout out to
renny
clara
huiyun
baytrees
candy
ah gwen
shivani
babes you all put lotsa smiles on my face.
haha.
aiight.
gotta run.
lovelove.
goodnight world.

2006-07-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

hello world!
things have been rather good.
very good actually.
i love...

yesterday was very fun.
went to pp with renny, baytrees and clara to have lunch.
it was DAMNNN HOT.
did i ever tell you?
singapore is sucha HOT COUNTRY?
oh my god.
but i had my share of fun. (:
imitating clara is damn trying,
but F-U-N.
have i mentioned that?
"BUT CYNNTHIA! I'M NOT LIKE THAT!"
is definitely wad's running through her mind right now.
i took her roxygalxxx wallet.
and walked the way she would walk,
talked the way she would talk,
and screamed the way she would scream.
im so tempted to do it again.
but i don wanna anymore lah.
i think i've got my satisfaction already.
ahahahahaha.
dont worry clara.
no matter how much i torment you,
i still love you from the bottom of my bottomless heart.
<3

haha okayy.
gotta runnn.
love.

2006-07-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

we celebrated rhd on friday.
it was da best one ever. (:
haha. i love cedar.
mann..
enjoyyy. (:

i love my 4C`06 with uncle bala! (:

ms meena, reks and i

my candy and i

narmadha finally had long hair.

the photo speaks for itself! (: loveeee.

shivani and i. my hair's flying dunno where.

ash and i.

rachel, huiyun and i

and we took a photo with the p.

da scary physics teacher. haha.

ah gwen, liane, diana and i.

once again, candy and i. eee. haha.

2006-07-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

i seriously think that some people need more things to fulfil their lives?
and like seriously stop taking such small things that dont even concern them to heart and making them into BIG HUMONGOUS issues?
seriously.
i dont care even if i suck or not.
i think you need to stop making big issues out of small ones.
number one.
that issue did not even concern you.
not one bit.
except for one lil comment she made.
and you AAH OOH TANJA OORUU about it.
then when i decide to forgive everyone including that chihuahua,
you also AAH OOH TANJA OORUU about it.
seriously
you need a life.
desperately.
and even if a sec three can choose to let such a small issue go,
why cant you?
you think that you're always in the right.
you noe,
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US PLAYED A BIG ROLE IN THIS FUCKING PROBLEM.
to tell you the truth
it's not even a problem.
it's just a matter of wrong words at the wrong time.
im really sorry if i can forgive someone much easier than you.
i chose to listen to both sides of the story and weigh them properly and give both sides a chance.
well... you just chose to go with rumours.
wonderful friend.
wonderful classmate.
i thank god i was never close to you.
or it would have been a humungous blow.
im being fuckin honest.
just do whatever you want.
it's of no concern to me anymore.
be angry for all i care.
be all bitchy for all i care.
go and bitch somemore to your friends for all i care.
smiles to you.
wad goes around comes around my dear.
(:

2006-07-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

it's funny when sometimes you turn back and see yourself
trying so very hard to fit in.
why you may ask yourself?
you yourself will never know.
you were made use of,
lied to,
treated like dirt,
and was the outcast of the whole group.
but yet you still try with that hope that they will one day change.
but things dont.
and they are still the same.
the string is getting thinner and thinner.
on the verge of snapping.
im losing hope.
im giving up.
it's too much to hide,
too much to change.
too much to handle
it's just like being a fucking hypocrite.
even when im not there.
it's not like it makes a difference or anything.
so yeah.
i'll just leave.
all i can say is,
i really loved you all with all my heart.
and i still do.

2006-07-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!
my my, days go by really super fast now.
it's already july.
we're gonna be graduating already.
haiys.
i hope we would all keep in contact.
(:
cause i think my best times were the times spent in cedar.
big smiles..

haha johnny's hot.
the coolio sexay guy.

drool.......

2006-07-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

im finally updating!
everyone cheer!
eee.

okay lah.
i havent really been updating, i know.
well..
things have been pretty okay so far.
school's pressure is gettin more and more.
teachers more serious and all.
haiyah..

and i never get to watch the world cup matches.
but i noe brazil's outtt.
wahlauEHSSS.
i think germany MIGHT get it this year.
so sad right?
if germany wins
i'll kill serena.
ahahaha.
im surprised portugal got in though.
i shall give it my support since it has made good progress.
all the way!!!
with my support, they confirm win one!
eeehehehehe.
please, nobody make comments on this one. (:
or i'll shoot you down.

2006-06-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

hello!!!!!!!
ahahaha.
im damn high.
dunno why also.

ok lahh.
today i took a break.
and went out with monster.
it was pretty fun.
we went to queensway.
first we went to have lunch.
and then this chinese lady came up to him and like started touchin his piercings and going ooooh.. wow.
ahahaha.
his face totally turned red.
ahahahaha.
then we made our way to the shopping centre.
walk walk around.
and we met baytrees and renny along with eva and shiang nee.
ahahaha.
damn funny.
bought a couple of things.
and i got a princess crown t-shirt!
oooh lala...
ahahaha.
AND YEAHHHHH.
i finally got the ralph lauren hot.
((:
ahahaha.
okok.
i gotta runnn.
nitesss!

2006-06-17T17:18:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
SOMEONE HELP ME WITH MOLE PLEASEEEEEEEE..
im dying.........

2006-06-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

Love is happy.
Love is sad.
Love is something i once had.
Love is what you put me through
Love is what i have for you.
Love is what i need from you.
Love is why i stay up all night
Love is when we would play fight.
Love is what i really want.
Love is what i want back.
Love is why i dream of you.
Love is why i think of you.
Love is why i miss you so.
Love is why those tears roll down.
Love is why i'll love you no matter who you choose.
Love is why i trust you so.
Love is why i want to see you smile.
Love is why i turn so green.
Love is why i hate that bitch.
Love is why i want her dead.

2006-06-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

hellooo!
im still alive.
(:
i've been having a great week so far.
enjoying and mugging at the same time.
im proud of myself.

Monday
serena, joy and i went to jurong swimming complex to swim.
ahahaha GUESS WAD?
monday's INTERNATIONAL OFFICIAL POOLS CLEANING DAY.
lol i tell you.
the pool was closed.
grahhhhh.
so we went to choa chu kang swimming complex.
that pool was closed too!
freak.
so we went back again to jurong.
and after waitin for a while,
the pool finally opened.
we cut queue, and managed to get in fast.
oh yeahhh.
i met renny.
but you noe something?
i met her at the entrance, and at the exit when we were leaving.
we never once saw her in the pools.
renny what in the world were you doing?
ahahaha.
yeapp.
we had lotsaaa fun.
serena WORE PINK!
im telling so the whole world can read.
and for the first time me seein her, she wore a two piece.
ahahaha.
hot pink and black.
ooooh sexayyy.
the wave pool rocked.
our little jumps to hang onto the walls.
ahahaha.
seriously.
we enjoyed great timeeee.

Tuesday
it was the lit seminar.
it's really boring.
i swear i don wanna go on friday.
eeyerrrrrr.
rounded around town with shivani for a while.
took neoprints.
came home, mugged.
and yada yada.
usual dayyy.

Wednesday
i went to mug with serena today at starbucks.
the day was going by SO SLOWLY.................
we even had time to shop for her granny's bdae gift also.
and become a gold member and play daytona!!!
ehh one day we should go play our DRUM GAME.
ahahahaha.
damn funny.
our JAVA CHIP.
ahahaha.
nvm serena,
we'll eat biscotti one day!
(:

alright world.
i gotta go sleep.
nites!
(:

2006-06-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

the world cup has started!!!!
ahahaha.
i watched the first match at midnight.
germany vs costa rica.
i supported costa rica.
grahhhhhhh
they lost.
4-2.
tskieeee.
germany was damn good.
their strategies and all.
i couldnt sleep at all after that.
i only slept at 6.30am today
and woke up at 11am.
i dont even feel sleepy at all.
eeks.
and my lazy sister who slept at like 11pm last night still hasnt woke up.
so many things on my mind right now.
haiks.

ahaha
went to study with serena yesterday.
even though we laughed so much,
we accomplished lotsa things!
lol.
we figured out how to memorise stuff.
VERY STUPID WAYS of reminding us.
but hey.
it really works.
and chem turns out to be pretty okay actually.
ahahaha.
i had some bladder problem.
and kept going to the toilet.
lol.
okok
i shall spare ya'll the details.
cya around.

2006-06-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

im damn bored.
and i was reading jesmine's blog.
and i came across this.
haha so i decided to do it.
(:

3 names you go by.
cynnthia.
cynn.
ah seng

3 parts of your heritage.
chinese.
indian.
chindian

3 things that scare you.
lizards.
devil.
losing something.

3 of your everyday essentials.
my mp3.
my monsterr.
mummy.

3 things you're wearing now.
t-shirt.
shorts.
spectacles.

3 of your favourite band/singers.
sean paul!!!
daddy yankee
good charlotte

3 things you want in a relationship.
love.
happiness.
care.

2 truths and 1 lie (in no particular order).
i hate cedar.
i love surya.
i love my friends

3 physical things in the opposite sex that appeal to you.
his face (clean shaven)
hair
body

3 favourite hobbies.
writing my diary
talkin to my friends.
going to school.

3 things you want so badly now.
i want to sleep.
i want somethin to do
i want the kitchen done!

3 places you wanna go for vacation.
hawaii
australia
spain

3 things you wanna try doing.
bungee jumping
do a split
a backflip

3 people I wanna see do this test.
anyone reading it.

2006-06-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

hellooo.
i watched omen already!
ok lar.
it was pretty good.
freaky and nice.
the plot was good.
the end times.
haiksss.
it's pretty scary to actually think about it.
relating them with the things that have happened so far.
i dont want the world to come to an end yet.
i wanna live.
haikssss.

2006-06-06T12:18:00.000+08:00

i see it in your face.
i see it in your eyes.
that grudge.
it's still there.
i've done all that i could.
i've said all that i could.
hey,
it's really up to you to think.
and decide.
that immature thought.
OH GOD.
i FUCKING hate this kinda friendships.
the hypocritical front.
im that type too.
i agree.
that when you hate someone,
it's because that person IS LIKE YOU.
it's just like putting a huge double sided mirror in between you and that hated person.
and looking at yourself,
it's the SAME thing you see in the other person.
YOURSELF.
it's time you stopped
and see yourself.
before you open your mouth.
have you ever done that?
for a person like you?
i dont think so.
i really hope you do.

2006-06-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

eeyer.
my house renovations have started.
i tell you.
it's freaking irritating.
GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
that's the sound i hear every minute.
omg.
when i go to the master bedroom's toilet,
the whole toilet vibrates from the drilling.
hahaha.
wad's worse?
guess the colour of the water when i turned on the tap.
yellow?
eeeeeeee.
so grossed out.
so i went out.
and guess who i met at bishan?
mr arjunan.
hahaha.
we were talking.
he's REALLY nice.
and he was telling me about why we shouldnt wear black
it radiates the bad rays from saturn.
LOL.
weirdd.
ahaha.
watched the nun.
stupid movie.
wasted my eight bucks.
geeeeeees.

ooooh.
i went shopping yesterday.
i got many things!
(:
i got my body butter.
a brown tube top.
a brown purse.
DKNY be delicious.
a green stoned butterfly necklace.
brown beads necklace.
more earings!

haha.
a splurge.
but oh wells.
it's not everyday i get to go splurging like this.
smiles.
okayyy!
goodnight world.

2006-05-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

today's big tamil O's over.
sighs.
it was rather okay.
paper one was fine.
paper two was quite tricky.
well.
only gotta hope for the best.

anyway
i NEED to go shopping.

things i wanna get
a bikini
that top from forever 21
body butter

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH VITHYAAAA.
i cant wait.
haha.
shopppiiiinnnngggg.

just you and i.
just six more days.
muahhh.

2006-05-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

helloooo!
after so long.
im baaackkk.
hahahaha.

today we had tl farewell.
i thought it was really great.
very.
hahaha.
had lotsa fun.
the dare thingy was so funny.
they had to pick out one sec four to do some nonsense.
it ranged from drinking gross stuff to dancing pole dances.
the performances were great.
and the souveniers!
haha we got black jerseys with our names printed on them.
cool huh?

seriously.
im gonna miss everyone.
down to all my loves.
i realised how much we've gone through for the past three years.
all the shit.
the love.
the hatred.
the laughter.
the tears.
the retardedness.
the seriousness.
everything.
sighs.
i dont want to graduate yet.
not yet.
not now
not this year.
it's hard to accept we've grown so fast.
that we're already sixteen.
haiys.
i love them girls.
lovelove.
muahhhh.

2006-05-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up
I don't have much to say,
So I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

You know, the place you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the pile
But now you only stop by every once in a while
Shit I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting,
At times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back
I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever
that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

2006-05-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

IT'S OVERRRRR!

HAHA.
mid years are finally over.
and i feel abit relaxed.
but there's still my prelims and the real O.
haikss.
and at the same time,
i dont wanna collect my results.
eeeeyer.
haiys.

well well.
renny, yuwen, sheena and i went to cine today.
we watched take the lead!
oh god.
it was DAMN sexay
and sensual.
woo.
one down
two to go.
~~take the lead~~
MI3
the da vinci code

ahaha and we were nearly killed today.
it was pouring heavily
and i needed to go
and so we ran across a road
and nearly got down by this car.
he was horning so loudly.
oooops.
hahaha.
thank god we werent in uniforms.
or else.
haiyo.
kids these days.
but i had alot of fun.
(:
i gtg.
cyaaa.

2006-05-05T19:55:00.000+08:00

and finally.
the weekend is here.
just one more subject to go.
and it's done for the mid years.
i wouldnt say it was easy.
neither was it that hard.
it was do-able.
grahhh.
today was e.math.
seriously the paper was okay.
hahaha.
it felt nice that i knew how to do them.
hahaha.
i dont have my hopes on add.math and chem/physics.
sighs.
i hope it turns out well.
see ya.

2006-04-26T19:52:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!
(:
lol
there's a paper tmr.
and here i am blogging.
shoot me.
lol.

anyway.
today's YING WAI'S BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU MORON.
hahaha.

clara, diana, ying wai, liane, gwen, sophia, hui yun and i went to sakae sushi for lunch.
it was a rather good experience actually
my first time.
clara and i were damn repulsive.
we were trying to indirectly tell them that we din wanna go.
we were quite indirect.
right clara?
lol.
in trying to tell we wanted to go to manhattan fish market.
and in the end,
we ended up eating the most.
i ate fish roe, octopus sashimi, salmon and lots more.
and diana was being a moron as usual.
wooo.
hahahahahaha.
aiight im off to mug.
see ya around people!
(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING WAI!

2006-04-16T17:53:00.000+08:00

heyaaaa.
lotsa things happened this week.
meet the parents, good friday, and today easter.

thursday
there was meet the parents.
my mum came.
well. yeah lah she's my mum wad!
haha.
serena's mum came unexpectedly.
i got omer as my subject teacher to talk to.
and my mum was exactly excited and pleased.
she doesnt exactly like him.
YEAH LAH.
i hate tamil more now.
seriously.
he said i dont put in effort.
haiys.
fuck lah.
and my father wasnt exactly helpin me by encouraging me.
he kept demoralising me.
whatever lah.
but serena's mum was damn damn funny.
she was being a moron.
making fun of lotsa people.
hahaha.
then we went to church after that.
service was rather boring.
i could feel myself dozing off.
hahaha.
geees.
and that day they had communion with real bread and wine.
serena's face was all scrunched up after taking it.
you noe that face that she detests it?
AHAHAHA
why am i not surprised?
since when was there something she liked to eat?
haha.

friday
good fridayyy!
service was much much better.
my mum was so angsty.
wahlau.
hahaha.
then i went to granny's place to eat vegetarian briyani.
ok thats damn dumb.
shall not go on about friday.

sunday
easter sunday!
our church service was held at woodlands christ church.
service was ok.
the stupid thing was after the service, they had games.
ahahahaha.
my mother and father playing.
it was ok lah.

haha. tmr got school siah.
eeee.
i don wanna go.
got TAMIL.
shit.
hahaha.
aiights.
cyaaaa.
(:

2006-04-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

ok im finally updating.
freak.
it's damn stressful.
sec 4 life really is damn hectic.
i dunt really even have time to update already.
haiyooo.

MYE is comin.
just another 15 more days.
it's already mid year so fast!
before we noe it,
it's already the O's.
BAHHHHHH.
just 200+ days more only.
crap lah.
i cant wait for it to be over.
then my mind will be at GREAT rest.

tmr's meet the parents.
haha.
actually im quite excited.
dunno why also.
and plus it's mondy thursday.
i dunno how to spell it.
grahh.

yeapp.
had CHEM and e.math test today.
dont ask about chem.
CHEMISTRY SUCKS MY BLOOD.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
e.math was rather ok.
(:
aiight.
till the next time.
bubyeeeee.

2006-04-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

woots.
i had a fun weekend and great day today!
smiles.

saturday
it was fun!
went to school at 7am to put make up for the ri dancers.
they were dancing for speech day.
and plus,
it was april fool's day.
ash got fooled so bad.
she was on the verge of tears.
ahaha.
she din even come to school.
stupid moron.
and i wasnt feeling well.
bahh
went to watch ice age 2.
man that movie was damn damn cute.
it depicts our lives in cedar.
serena depicts the posoms
the female mamoth is vithya, in denial that she is tiny.
the male mamoth is pallavi, all acting cool.
the dung beetle is nathiya!
ahaha.
im the reject sloth.
ashwinii is the....
omg i dunno.
ok she can be the iceberg.
(:
i love ice age two!

sunday
i went to church.
eeee i had to see serena's face.
BLEHHH.
hahahaha.
no lah kidding.
it was an ordinary day!
i bought new contacts.
the freshkon mystical black
was damn excited about it till....

monday
THEY ALL MADE FUN OF ME!
ahahahaha.
i was damn sad.
im a cartoon character.
plus
a horror film character.
im ju-on
im doll master
im an act cute cartoon character.
eeeeeeeee.
thanks alot ah.
ahahaha.
but i liked it...
bahhh.
hahaha.
ADAPT!
(:
he was in a damn bad mood today.
shoutin at both his classes.
geeeeees.
come on cynn!
do your e.math hw properly.
i feel so tired and i dun wanna do my hw.
NOOO.
thats bad.
ahaha.
ok im startin to olaran.
nites people!
(:

2006-03-29T19:01:00.000+08:00

heyaaaa.
today was rather fun.
seriously.
but still
haiys.
WHY ARE PEOPLE FALLING SO ILL?
wads the world coming to?
sighs.
it's really freakin me out.

lookin at the brighter things..
mrs chew changeds places of some.
i'll really miss you diana chan.
you neh neh girl.
haha.
and we had two tests.
omg.
my sec three stuff is so rusty.
i screwed up the paper.
HAIYO.

then later jebs, ash, balls and i went to coffeebean to study.
on the way there in the 135 bus
we were sitting in front of this kid.
OMG he was just damn damn adorable.
he was doing whatever i did.
ahahaha.
we both formed an alliance.
i was like pointing at ash and saying eeeeeeee!
and he did the same thing!
he pointed at her and went EEEEEEEE!
hahahaha.
woooo.
it was damn funny.

then went to tp stadium for heats.
and we got into finals cause two classes din turn up.
lol. wasted siah the trip.
it was raining somemore.
then went back to coffeebean.
and then went home.
sec 4 life is damn stressful.
bahh.
it'll all be over by 16th nov.
cant wait.
till then.
it's mugging and catching up with lifestyles.
(:

2006-03-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

brownnnn background!!!!!
haha i think im kinda sick of that missy elliot background.
thats why i dont have the mood to update these days.
ahahaha.
SMILE EVERYONE.
im backkkk.
missed me?
omg.
im being egoistic.
ohwells.
serena taught me.
hahahaha.

anyway.
we had some crazy bonding sessions today.
it was actually quite fun.
for TL.
with ASHWINII.
that bitch is really funny.
hahahaha.
we were some lovers.

then i went to yishun.
and met karthik there with his aunty.
and then
i found out.
that his aunty is the operation manager of the blacks' soccer team.
hahaha.
she gave me a big smile.
hahaha.
(:

2006-03-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

hellooo!
im damn damn tired.
my body's hurting.
dunno why.
bahh.

woooo!
we got second for vs yesterday.
so damn happy siah.
st margs got first.
but whoa.
they were really good.
they deserved it
haha.
yeaps.
ahaha.

im very confused.
very very.
im still figuring it out.
haiys.
it's so complicating.
really.

2006-03-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

today was damn fun.
first.
i woke up in the morning.
then.
i brushed my teeth, took a shower, wore my jeans, wore my t-shirt, babablacksheep.
ahahahaha!
please dont SLEEP.

ok lah.
we went to tiong bahru today to the tailor's house to collect our costumes.
but she did not finish it.
so we managed to only collect our blouses.
and then we went to tiong bahru plaza and i bought two shades of brown nail polishes.
plus vithya and i were giving each other statics.
it was DAMN fun.
RIGHT.
hahaha.
then nats, karthik, fatbean, karthik and i went to watch amovie.
we wanted to watch date movie.
but namma nats couldnt get in.
that irritatin guy was seein birthdays instead of year.
wad the hell man.
we watched dorm instead.
really i tell you.
that movie was REALLY stupid.
really, it was.
haha.
the ghost and the small boy were BESTU FRIENDSU.
hahahaha.
yeah.
and he'll help to save the boy ennamo.
and that's the end.
lol.
oh wells.
nvm lah.
next time we can watch better movies.
dont worry nats, you'll be sixteen soon.
(:
hahaha.
then we went to play pool.
and feito won the game!
ahahaahaha.
so kuku like that.
then we went to queensway.
walk walk around.
and finally, i went home.
woo.
i really had a good time today.
love ya'll morons loads!
smiles!

2006-03-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

wad's the world coming to?
haiys.
i seriously agree with her.
lookin so much at certain people's flaws.
well just one actually.
i've realised it.
i've played a part in it too.
and im sorry.
really.
but now.
i really dont wanna be a bitch.
it's just very..
typical already.
it runs in everyone's blood now.

we always called others bitches.
we always saw others' flaws.
have we turned around and looked at ourselves in the mirror?
wad or who do we see?
the same person whom we bitch about.
why?
cause we are just like them.
you hate them cause the person is just like you.
a bitch.
and so are you.
ever thought about changing ourselves?
no right?
we just wanna be the same usual way we are.
and so is the other party!
she/he is just being himself/herself.
we just gotta give and take.
come on man.
the other party is after all human too.
dont you think it's really a hard time for him/her?
how would we feel if it was one of us right now?
i've gone through it.
the feeling really sucks.
it's really terrible.
very hard to handle.
just give her/him some space to breathe.
dont you think it will be MUCH better?
seriously, i think it would.
give him/her that chance to breathe.
it might make her feel better.
and also.
if we just keep lookin at the flaws,
the other party is just gonna be like that forever and her normal self-being personalilty will turn into a monsterous one.
and the reason for it becoming like that,
is our very own selves.
we created it.
but actually, the real truth is, the person's just being herself/himself.
so just give her/him that chance.

2006-03-13T17:25:00.000+08:00

haha!
renovations all confirmed already.
FINALLY.
after goin and seein so many showcases.
my dad finally agreed.
we're renovating the kitchen and the two toilets.
i liked the kitchen showcase i saw yesterday.
and i want it brown and white.
classic.
cause must match the hall also.
and my hall tiles are beige.
so come under the brown catergory!
wooo.
and plus.
im finally gettin air-cons!
plus a new bedroom set
ahahaha.
so exciting!
lol.
okayyy.

had to clear the kitchen stuff and my room also.
WAHLAU.
i din realise got so many things.
eeee.
so dirty somemore.
as in cause of the oil from frying and all.
ahahaha.
yeahh.
im damn excited.

anyway.
at this point of time.
im SERIOUSLY confused.
SERIOUSLY.
i dunno wad's running through your head.
you're soo..
UNPREDICTABLE.
really.
i sincerely hope doubts get cleared.
and everything will be fine.

2006-03-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

hello!!
i changed my skin.
i got sick of the previous one.
i dont like this one as much either.
wait till i see a nicer one again.
ahaha.
i liked the respect M.E one though.
maybe i should change back.
ahaha.
see first lah.

and so the hols have started.
there's AlOT of hw to do.
e.maths is the most!
oh god.
he's gettin really boring.
im really sorry to say.
even though i like him alot.
but he still has great sex appeal.
ahahaha.
mytablegaypartner and i were drawing MAN durin e.maths.
really funny.

aiight. i gtg now.
ive got nothin to blog about.
my mind's blank suddenly.
haha.
nitess.

2006-03-06T20:10:00.000+08:00

damn i love the SOS song!
ahahaha.
oh wells.

and today was a blast!
balls, jebs, fatbean, arwin and i went ice-skating.
haha.
it was really retarded.
my first time.
it was really cold.
ICE.
wad do you expect.
haha.
and yeah.
when we got our ice skates
arwin was walkin tip toe like some fairy-wannabe.
ahahaha.
so funny.
then we went into the rink.
WAHLAU!
it was really hard to skate.
or to even walk.
so slippery.
after a while
got the hang of it.
and two hours past so fast.
bahh.
i fell so many times.
till my jeans the butt there all so wet.
haha.
my knees are all bruised also.
jebs fell till her elbow bled.
ahaha.
but really.
i enjoyed myself lots today.
let's go again!!!!
(:

2006-03-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

i feel so bloated.
i think im eatin too much.
lol.
nooooo.

anyway.
today was very very fun.
had a study date with fatbean and jebs
we went to khatib macs.
did part of the homework.
(:
the best-er part was the little fun thing we had after studying.
the weather was all threatenin to rain and it was very windy and cool.
and fatbean, jebs and i played catching in some playground.
omg.
i miss those catching days.
ahaha.
it was freakin fun.
it was really tiring though.
then serena had some ennamo detective roll under the bridge.
and the freaking gay post we made and took photo of.
ahahaha.
and vithya and her konjam break in between each time someone was caught.
the BEST LAH.
the irish dance and the hop scotch barathanaatiyam.
ahahaha. seriously.
and serena's FREAKIN retarded frog pose.
dunno wad the hell she doin also
sittin like some frog.
oh god.
seriously
i enjoyed myself alot.
(:

and i cant wait for tomorrow.
beeg smiles.
dress warm!!
haha.

2006-02-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

lotsa things have happened.
bad. good.

and im seriously relieved things are gettin better.
hey im glad you're fine now.
dont worry aiight.

anyway.
i really love the tkgs drama.
it's really good.
all the best girls!
(:

im freaaaaakin tired.
my eyes hurt.
shit.
i hope it's not some eye infection.
shucks.
ahaha.
aiights.
gotta run.
nights!

2006-02-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

today was rather interesting.
school seemed to be so long.
so gross.
and it was so hot.
and disgusting.
eee.

and then after school jebs, fatbean and i went out.
and yeah it was really freakin.
you noe. the same place jebs fell down at?
the drain.
i feel into the same drain!
oh god.
THE CURSE OF THE CURSED DRAIN.
haha.
sounds mad.
i scraped my knee.
ahaha. my fall wasnt that bad compared to hers.
hers like some scar now.
oh god.
anyway. i enjoyed myself today.
smiles.
(:

i seriously dunno wad to say.
no comments.

2006-02-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

fuck you bitch.
practice wad you fucking preach.

2006-02-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

damn im so freakin tired.
i feel so drained.
like as if every single part of me has been sucked out.
grahhh.
feel so stressed.
haiysss..
God, save me.

2006-02-18T17:56:00.000+08:00

had flag day today.
bahhh.
very tiring.
but fun.
i enjoyed myself.
(:
renny, yuwen, polly, nicholyn and i went to bugis.
then later we split.
it was just renny, yuwen and i left.
and then business in bugis was rather sucky.
i hated those who tried to avoid.
so moronic of ya'll.
balls to ya'll lah!
eeyucks.
then renny and i headed to little india.
whoaa.
it was very good there.
i got my tin 3/4 full.
haha.
and then met rachel, jazzy, beat and charmaine there.
we went back to amk together.
and after returnin the cans,
renny and i went back to town again.
ahaha.
that was were the fun started.
went to long johns to eat.
and outside there was some punk rock thing goin on.
AHAHAHA.
and there was this walkin durex condom mascot.
wahaha.
it was really cool.
and then we went to taka and everywhere.
window shopping.
and spoiling songs by dancing retardedly.
damn im freakin sleepy.
im gonna take a nap.
cyaaa.
(:

2006-02-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

it's already the end of week 7.
another 3 more weeks and term 1 is over.
damn time flies really fast.
i cant imagine how it would be when the time of o levels come.
hehh.
it really freaks me out.
one thing for sure.
i dont wanna leave cedar.
i still wanna wear my uniform, come back to school.
see my friends, sit and laugh with them.
renny, gwen, clara, diana, bhavans, beat, rachel, yu wan, the rest of 4C, vithya, jebs, nats, balls.
haiks.
i love them all.

today l-k-c gave those who had to drop subs and all a motivational talk.
she's really a cool teacher.
and yeah. she was tellin us wad was best for us and all.
i wanna get 10 points and below.
and i will work towards it.
i sincerely think i made a good choice doppin bio.
it's such a fucky subject.
i mean even though it's fun to learn.
it's hard to pass.
grahhh.

and there was an a.math common test today.
it was rather ok.
not that bad.
(:

i feel so pissed off at somethin/someone.
argh.
control. control.

2006-02-16T15:06:00.000+08:00

i love sean paul!
(:
sexay.

2006-02-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

you noe something?
house of condom is a rather interesting place.
even though ive not been inside b4
from outside, i see lotsa interesting things inside.
it's my second time like standin outside the shop and peering in.
i saw condoms.
not ordinary ones but those with mickey mouse heads, the tips with shapes of hands.
hehhh.
and then
i saw this one right outside on display.
as in anyone can see one.
the penis enlarger.
it's like some kinda pump to pump your penis up to make it huge.
urmm. ook.
ahaha.
and then.
EDIBLE UNDERWEAR!!!!
looks and nats and fatbean.
ahahaha underwear that can be eaten.
LOL.
cherry flavoured.
there's edible bras too. lol.
it's really interesting.
as in if you dont look at it as the topic of obsenity but somethin of rather exotic things then it'll be quite cool.
i saw vibrators too. wahh. first time in my life seein one.
and then wad else ah?
ooh. erotic wear. those yucky cat suits which are so tight.
i dunt think you can breathe in them man.
eeeee. i dont like them.
hahaha.
the most rather unique thing i saw was the dildo.
it was far in. i could only see a little of it.
it was in very nice colours and are transparent.
and they were shape of dicks. different sizes all got.
ive never touched one. so i dunno how it felt to touch it.
when im 18, i'll go in and see how it's like to touch one.
yeahh.
seein all these things actually make me wonder who came up with them.
really.
and you noe.
we always think that horny youngsters are the one who go in.
no way.
seriously.
i was watchin the ppl who went in.
and out of every 10 people, about 7-8 were older more innocent looking people.
wahlau.
ahahahaha.
they probably had the same thinkin as me.
to go in and see wad so great about the place.
i think they found it interesting too.
yeap.
i will go in when im 18.
i just gotta check that place out.
not cause im some horny person.
but really.
i wanna see the things.

2006-02-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes it's all different.
sometimes it seems like everything's all right.
but in the end, it's all not.
but really, i hope everything changes for the better.

anyway, vs all arts practice has started!!
the dance is very fun.
i mean. even thought i dunt noe how to dance classical and all
it's quite interestin to learn and all.
yeaps.
(:

and we had our common tests today.
e.math and chem.
chem was totally disgusting.
i din noe how to write my damn ionic equations.
i left lotsa blanks.
e.maths was quite ok.
managed to do all the sums except that one part.
i din even understand wad the hell it was tryin to say.
ah crap it.
hope it turns out well.
i love e.math and a.math.

went to study with jebs and ash today and pravind came halfway at coffeebean.
well more of like 3 quarters.
aha.
it was quite retarded as usual.
esp decidin wad drink to buy.
OH GOD.
i tell you.
you should never share money and buy a drink with serena.
seriously.
ahahaha.
she insists on only buyin one drink.
PURE VANILLA.
and does not want any other drink.
and finally after bickerin for long and even got whackin,
we got pure chocolate.
and then after tasting it she was like, WOW it's NICE!
bloody hell.
hahaha.
thats typical of a screw loose nut.
big smiles.

2006-02-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Typical
Hardly the type I fall for
I'm liking the physical
Don't leave me asking for more
I'm a sexy mama (Mama)
Who knows just how to get what I want and (Want and)
What I want to do is spring this on you (On you)
Back up all of the things that I told you (Told you)

You been saying all the right things all along
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree'
Cause the love you said you had
Ain't been put on me
I wonder
If I'm just too much for you
Wonder
If my kiss don't make you just
Wonder
What I got next for you
What you want to do? (Do)

Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see, just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

2006-02-06T11:59:00.000+08:00

i've been damn busy lately.
and yeah there's seriously no time to do lotsa things.
tmr's a.math test.
and on wednesday, it's e.math and chem.
gees.
it feels really yucky.
ohwells.
hopefully i will do well.
im gonna be motivated.
not demoralised.
and btw.
valentines day is coming.
big smiles.
(:
haha.
lovelove.
my monster.

2006-02-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

heyaa.
school seemed rather short today.
dunno why.
still got lotsa hw cause i missed school since second period on thurs.
damn i really din get to learn locus.
and i really dunt understand now.
grahh.
crap lah.
i need to buck up for chem.
cause it's really gettin tough.
i need to get my chemical equations right.
dammit lah.
aiight.
gotta run.
i still got lotsa work to do.
(:

and happy birthday renny!!
sexy polka dot boxers. haha.

2006-01-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL CELEBRATING.

and happy birthday ash. (:

2006-01-27T11:41:00.000+08:00

grahhh i din get to go to school today.
mum din wake me up.
haiks. the doc said im havin some throat infection.
and he told me to drink lotsa cold water to soothe the thonsils.
(:
haha. but crap.
i missed the chinese new year celebrations.
haiys. time to catch up on studies and hw.

i dont wanna go this sunday.
i dunno why.
i dont have a good feeling about it.
aiyah whatever.

2006-01-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

yes i got your hint.
i know you hate me.
haiyah. then why lie when i asked you?
wad did you tell me?
you said you will not right?
and you say im going back on my stand.
have you thought about you goin back on yours?
why do things for the sake of it then.
it's so freakin obvious already.
thanks.
i needed that.
really dehh.
what's happening again?
why does it seem that the past is repeating itself again?
or maybe it is?
i irritated you.
im really sorry then.
i will keep my distance.
if that makes you happy.
thanks alot deh.
but i swear you have changed.
oh well.
people change.
and all i have to say to you is that,
i lost a very good friend i loved and trusted.

2006-01-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

damn i love those chemistry practicals.
they are damn fun.
ahahaha. oh wells.
today was rather short to me.
and really boring.
only tamil, english, lit and bio.
bio was free period for me.
i swear, it's really boring.
for two whole periods i sat there facin the wall.
i revised physics. (:
i kinda think physics is easier compared to chem.
but chem's still fun.
the orange solids and smelly ammonia gases.
then went for lunch with nesaar and shaikh.
(: thanks for brightenin my day.

got e.maths test tmr on kinematics!
ahaha. mr suresh the setter. woohoo.
ok that was damn retarded. only ash will go woooo.
im gonna be all intellectual in this.
serena, shut up.
aiights.
im gonna stay up late to mug.
goodnight world.
beeg smiles.

2006-01-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

helloo peeps! ahaha.. it's a sunday today!
there was church today. can say lah. it was quite ok.
jebs played the drums. eeeeee. so gross.
i tell you the whole church nearly collapsed.
one of my new year resolution, i swear is to be freakin mean to jebs.
so irritatin. always being so mean. wahlau.
then we had youth. it was t-shirt designing and some drama auditions.
ahahaha i tell you it was really funny and crazyy.
jennifer and i auditioned together. i swear the whole thing was so retarded.
i couldnt stop laughing. and then we watched jebs and michelle.
serena was bein so retarded. when michelle came to her and asked did you steal my bf?
and she was like errr.. waaad??? waaad???? ahahaha. retarded piece of shit.
yeaps then she had to go. bahhh. went home with jennifer, jason and steven.
it was really fun. love ya'll man.

oh wells this is to you.
you noe, i really dunt noe wad the fuck you're up to,
but yes it's really fucking irritating?
wad's with the whole thing about me going on with a guy just after talkin to him for 3 minutes?
errr.. it's really not working out. i mean. i noe lah you are like that and stuff.
athukunu. wahlau. like jebs says, SOT LAH. so pissing. grahh.
wad the hell man.

oh wells. good night world. i gotta run. ciaoss.

2006-01-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

why do i feel that somethin's wrong somewhere?
i dunno why. this weird feeling in me. grahh.
oh wells. if there's something wrong. i really wanna noe.
gees.. oh well. school's different now.
the o`level worries sinkin it very badly.
haiks. i dont feel like bloggin anymore.
whatever shit.

2006-01-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't,
I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

2006-01-10T11:55:00.000+08:00

grahh it's sucha gloomy dayyy.
it's pourin and pourin. i wish it wouldnt tomorrow.
it's my birthday tmr.
my birthday wish?
to get back the things i lost. friendships and love.

i want that 69 brown and white bagg.
it's niiice. papa get it for me!!! haha.
there's school tomorrow.
and i dont feel like going.
i feel like just going out the whole dayy.
and watch an nc-16 movie which i never got into once.
haha. all the time they would ask me for an id.
grahhh. stupid people. wanna suck up so much.
lol. who am i to scold them. crazy me.

had a primary school gathering yesterday night.
my friend michelle's goin to australia for further studies.
and we held a farewell partayy for her. woo.
it was kinda fun actually. seein everyone again.
not much changes. i din even feel sec 4 with them.
all were screamin and laughin and runnin around like the little kids we used to be.
well. that's us i guess. haha.
we ordered pizza, sat in a circle in the void deck and ate.
and then went to the interchange rounding and rounding till about 12.
well i was the only indian girl. haha. the rest were all chinese and only two malay guys.
it was great lah. had lotsa fun. after a long time and gettin back together.
well the 6A1 spirit's still there. and the unity and togetherness.
love ya'll. ((:

im so bored. and im stuck at home with nothing to do.
seriously. i feel so gloomyyy. with it raining outside also.
and mum doesnt wanna let me sleep.
cheese and whiskers. well. im gonna study then.
till next time.
beeg smiles.

TOMORROW'S THE DAY PEOPLE!

2006-01-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

hellooo.. second week of school! (:
im kinda gettin a lil bored. chem's fun!
the practicals. haha. we got our six test-tubes and guess wad?
i broke my first test tube. infront of joshie sng! eee. so embarrassing can!
haha. and there came jogging. for the first time, rachel actually jogged two rounds without stopping.
WOW. lol. then i tripped. but never fall. graaah. i wish i fell. then i wouldnt have to jog anymore.
but i didnt. so yeah. gross.

had two free bio periods. i sat there doin my chem and english.
haha. and then went for lunch at j8 with jebs and balls.
damn for once we had intelligent conversations. lol. and yeah.
i think the fall made jeb's brain damaged or somethin. she was weird.
with the kukufied smiles and grins. hahaha. i love my balls so much.
i love those mrt rides home with her. and INTELLIGENT conversations also.
hey im gettin more intelligent conversations. im gettin smarter. woohoo.

aiight. i cant blog further. ciaoss..

2006-01-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

haikss i seriously dont understand my parents.
when im really sincere about something, that's when they never give me the hope.
when they dont believe me, they just dont realise that it demoralises me.
tsk. whatever. this time i really want to do my best and prove it to ya'll.
and there ya'll go not allowin me to. TSK. wonderful people. whatever lah.

anyway. school was great today. well. i really gotta start workin on my chem.
since i've dropped bio, i've got to be really good at my science. haiys.
FEITO. i love that name.
went for lunch with ashwinuu babu, jebs and balls. went to pizza hut.
good time we had. haha. laughters and crap.
aiights i gotta run people.
cyaaa around.
(:

2006-01-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

WAHLAU.
somethin went wrong with the pic just now.
but thanks to cynnthia the great, it's ok now!
all hail cynnthia!!!

english lesson was damn yuck.
chees. that was cause i din do my hw.
wahlau! i din even noe there was eng hw till just now can!
and yeah. i got a wonderfooool scolding.
and some stoopid bitch din come. ahaha. serena jebamani caldwell.
haha. once again, she spilt her blood on the drain.
might as well go to the blood donation drive.
ahaha okok. stop bein mean to her. hope to see you tmr and get well soon and WALK PROPERLY! (:
but ss was super super funny.
mrs lim's really nice. clara became mrs.napolean.
ahahahaha. that was darn funny.
had physics diagnostic after school. eee.
i didnt study much for it. i only knew some questions.
haiksss. this year is really a hectic year.
and i can already feel the stress and pressure.

my resolution is to mug constantly and prove it to the teachers, mum and papa, and myself that i can do it.
mum promised me a handphone model of my choice and a puppy!!!
and dad promised me whatever i asked for.
cheese and whiskers. but i have to meet the criteria first.
yes.
i know i can do it. and i will.
aiight. goodnight world.

2006-01-04T15:47:00.000+08:00

heyloo!!
school has startedd!
second day today.
it was really fun.
yeapp.
i got to see all the babes i never saw for so long.
ashwinuu babuu, vithya goopal, rachel, balls, bhavans and eee. serena.
ahaha..
they are all still the same!!
haha.
the retard-ness.
and i like my teachers!

Form - mrs chew

E.Maths - mr suresh

A.Maths - mrs chew

Chem - ms begam, ms sim

Physics - mr ronnie goh, mr yau

English - mrs foo

Lit - mr joshie, ms janice tan & mrs foo

SS/Geog - mrs lim kim choo

im the e.maths rep!!
ashwinu babu also!
ahaha.
nonsense!
(:

today was fun.
classes began.
it wasnt that bad.
all the teachers were talkin about o's as usual.
but the interesting thing was
each subject teacher was like promotin the subject they taught.
haha..

yeap then went for lunch with jebs, ashwinu babu and balls.
it was damn retarded.
esp bullyin ash.
ahahaha
she bought hokkien mee.
and dunno for wad also she put so much of chilli when she never eat.
like balls said
it was just for display.
ahahaha.
yeah lah!
and i want a new bag for school!!!

7 more days to my birthday people!