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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

it's funny when sometimes you turn back and see yourself
trying so very hard to fit in.
why you may ask yourself?
you yourself will never know.
you were made use of,
lied to,
treated like dirt,
and was the outcast of the whole group.
but yet you still try with that hope that they will one day change.
but things dont.
and they are still the same.
the string is getting thinner and thinner.
on the verge of snapping.
im losing hope.
im giving up.
it's too much to hide,
too much to change.
too much to handle
it's just like being a fucking hypocrite.
even when im not there.
it's not like it makes a difference or anything.
so yeah.
i'll just leave.
all i can say is,
i really loved you all with all my heart.
and i still do.

6:37 PM