we've come to the end of the year already.
shucks it's really fast ya noe..
eeps.

haikss.
so mucha things happened in 2005.
i dont really think i wanna repeat them.
but there were fun times.
and sad times.
angry times.
crappy times.
rough and smooth times.
beautiful and ugly times.
haha..

yeah lah.
basically i realised what i did wrong which caused my life to go nuts.
haikss.
yeahh.
picked myself up from there.
im not gonna let myself fall in again anymore.
really
it hurts too much.
and it's too much to pay too.

i had lotsa fun too.
(:
all the craps and stuff.
specially to some people who made my days special and loved.

Serena Jebamani Caldwell

ahaha you little cha chat queen!
really.
all those prep talks you gave me.
and made me realise how bad i was.
and yeah.
all the shit we went through since young.
hated by you when young.
im really glad all those things are over dearie.
and yeah!
you're the ONLY one.
ONLY one.
whom i behave SO retarded to.
ahaha really.
all those laughters and jokes with no meanings.
all those insults to me.
those idiOtic jacks.
ahaha you retarded idiOt.
you really make my day.
(:
i love you loads!!!!
muahhhh!

Pravind Paul

pravind.
the guy i knew some time ago.
but only got to talk heart to heart with not so long ago.
well really.
you counselled me.
made me realise lotsa lotsa things.
helped me make important decisions.
it really changed me.
seriously.
really grateful to you my dear frienddd.
*huuuuuge smiles*

Isswariya Nethagi

my sweeeet little babe.
i really love you sooo much.
all those times when i cried.
all those advices you gave me.
oh my.
the person whom i shared my laughter, tears, anger, hatred, love with.
muahhhhhhhh!
love you to the very bits.
tightt hugss.

Parthiban Ganesan

eee the pizza boy.
ahahaha.. well.
we've been friends since the very first days of primary school till now.
that counts 10 years.
and still going good!
((:
all the retarded jokes.
all the mrt meetings b4 going to school.
haha thanks for being there when i needed someone to talk to.
loveya dude!!!

Ashwinii Gunalan

ahaha i hope i spelt ur name correctly.
i never got along with you.
NEVER.
ahaha.
i rmb
all those stares.
eeee.
im really glad we've started anew.
hope we forget those grudges.
seriously.
i love insulting you.
haha.
((:

Vithya Gopal

omg this girl.
she practically makes up her own names.
eeee.
damn yuck ok.
and all her singin and singin.
the idiot who gave me the name jinthi!!!
ahahahaha.
i love youuu.

Nathiya Subramaniam

damn i love bullying her.
she's soooo blur.
that cute looks.
oh my.
retarded-er then me.
wooo! love you darlinggg.

and the others who made me laugh and smile whenever im with ya'll.

Rachel

Bhavans

Vaish

Pallavi

Amoudtha

and my drama cast for swarna`05


thanks lots people!!!
i love ya'll lotsss.
2006, here i come.
hopefully a better year.
more smiles.
((:

happy new year world!


helloo!
i had my bio diagnostic today.
gees.
it was o-kkkk lah.
crap.
but i still gotta drop bio.
gees.

then went to j8 with jebs, vithya and natty.
went to have lunch.
it was so freakin retarded!
with vithya and her pig liver and carpet grass.
and natty's overflowing chilli.
haha the story of the laksa comin out through the nose.
LOL.
never laughed so much in a long time.
thanks peeps.
ya'll really made my day!
((:

EH PEOPLE! MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 11TH

JAN.

huuuuuge smiles!

i want a beach partayyy!
woohooo..
aiight dearies!
good night.


woots.
i watched chronicles of narnia yesterday.
boy was it good.
it wasnt boring stoopid ash!
(:
ahahaha..
i loved the lion!
and the thomnas guy.
woooo..
aiight i got nothin to blog about already
=
haha aiight ciaoss


woohooo.
christmas was a blast even though this year there wasnt any function.

went for the christmas dinner on 23rd.
that was super super fun man.
really.
well i was the extra one at the table.
oops.
ahaha.
no lah.
cause i came in as helper and then they called me to sit with them
four of us shared three chairs.
ahaha.
the food was ok lah.
serena was damn yuck.
she refused to eat anythin!!!
except prawns and fried rice.
naaansense..
athu cha chat maree.
close the mouth like some crazy kuku don wanna open her mouth.
then the dance.
seriously
this year
the zion youths danced way better!!
woohoo.
it was freakin nice.
all that effort
aha.


before


after.
haha yeaps.
serena after the make up process.
she was damn cute.


the dancers with pastor


pinked up


then on christmas eve
went for the midnight service.
woooo.
i wore a saree.
my first time.
aha
we took like a million photos.
ahaha.
damn fun.
then went home to open presents.
my sis gave me a facial sauna!
*huuuuge smiles*

yeap.
then on christmas day.
sister's friends came over.
wow.
really.
they were damn sociable
i thought they would just go into my sis's room and lock and talk.
they were laughin and bullyin me!
wahlau.
then we went down and talked shit and stories.
they are actually very fun kids.
yeapss.

and today.
i went to sentosa!
siloso beach is really beautiful.
went with my papa, mum and sister.
my dad kept tryin to kill me
pushin me into the water and not lettin me out.
wad if i died?!
all of ya'll will miss me to the very bits
ahaha.
so i decided to live.
then my mum threw sand on me.
eeeee.
but the sand was clean and nice actually.
had lotsa fun.
and im burnt.
im gonna start moulting soon.
ahaha.
yeaps.
it was nice lah.


sandy me.


smiles!




gonna watch chronicles of narnia tmr
heard it was damn good.
wooo.
aiightss.
i shall update tmr!
smiless.


merry christmas everyone.


On the first day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
A partridge in a pear tree.

On the second day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the third day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the fourth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the fifth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the sixth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the seventh day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the eighth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the ninth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the tenth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Ten lords a-leaping,
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the eleventh day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Eleven pipers piping,
Ten lords a-leaping,
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree.

On the twelfth day of Christmas,
my true love sent to me
Twelve drummers drumming,
Eleven pipers piping,
Ten lords a-leaping,
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a-milking,
Seven swans a-swimming,
Six geese a-laying,
Five golden rings,
Four calling birds,
Three French hens,
Two turtle doves,
And a partridge in a pear tree!


had my diagnostic today.
it was ok lah.
i managed to do the sums.
and yeahhh!
omg
i forgot my graphs can.
wahlau.
stoooopid me.
haiks.
but i got my linear and trigo right.
happy.
wells.
even if i fail,
i dun wanna drop my a.math.
it's too....
ermm
nevermind
i dunno the word for it
ahahaha.
ive got chem tmr.
blehhh.

then went to meet shaikh and nesaar for lunch.
wah i tell you those guys are really retarded.
they made me laugh so much till i choked on my food.
ahaha.
nonsense! wahlau.
yeahh it really relieved my tense.
funny monkeys.
always makin me smile.
(=

yeap.
i gotta run.
toodless.


ahahaha.
the carollers came today!!
jebs played the guitarr.
anyone felt tremors?
anyone?
ahahahaha.
ok lah.
im gonna be nice this christmas!
jebs played well.
ahaha.
phew that was sure hard to say.
ahahaha.
i promise you i'll come next year okie?
i noe ya'll were sad without me there.
lols.

it was really weird
with her talkin so nicely.
eeee.
she hugged me
omg.
so weird ok!!!
like hello.
i dont like you.
somemore can say.
i talk to her nicely today, but she will get in on sunday.
ahahaha
speak to my ass lady.
(=

ahahaha.
im in sucha christmasy mood!
there's diagnostic tomorro!!!!!
egad.

aiight.
goodnight world!!!


im really lazy to blog siah.
or should i say i got nothin in particular to blog about.
lol.
ok then shall blog about the previous dayss!

saturday
where do you think i went?
ahahah SHOPPING!!
oh god.
my entries seem to be about me shoppin more and more.
tskie.
lol but at least.
it makes me known about wad i bought and all.
ahaha.
nonsense me.
well yeah.
we went to causeway to get our new fridge and a sewing machine for mum.
papa bought it for her for christmas!! mann.
and mum bought him a dvd player.
wahlau.
i get so jealous of them sometimes.
really.
they're so loving.
shucks.
okok.
haha.
yeaps.
we're gonna be renovating our kitchen soon.
and papa said i can give my room a makeover
and yeah he'll buy me all the things i need for it.
except painting it
eeee.
he'll buy me a new bed set and all.
heh heh.
yeaps.
went to pasta mania for dinner.
wahh.
i ate to my hearts content.
their food is really filling.
woots.
but i had a great time.
then we walked past the body shop
ahahaha.
my sis and i ran in.
and papa and mum HAD to follow us since we both were inside.
and since papa was there.
i got my cheek stain!!!
ahaha.
he's nicer than mummy.
not my mum.
mum's a meanie sometimes.
eeks.
but still they both get me lotsa things.
*smiles*

sunday
as usual i went to church.
it was much quieter.
the two asses din come.
hehh.
yeap.
and someone's returning to church.
that's wad they say.
we shall see.

this sunday's already christmas.
hehh.
and b4 it,
i've got diagnostics.
shucks.
it ruins my christmas spirit
but oh wells.
i dont have a choice.
do my best!
=)

yeaps.
this saturday night's the christmas service.
and go home to open prezzies!!!
why doesnt it ever snow in singapore?
haha.
nvm.
enjoy everyone!

Have a Merry Christmas Everyone!!!
*huge smiles*


i went shoppin again.
haha.
i should stop.
oh well.
at least i will stop for a while
cause im officially broke already.
lol.

was damn pissed today.
on my way to causeway in the mrt.
OH GOD.
though im a singaporean.
im really sorry to say this.
but some singaporeans are all irritatin specimens who dont wanna give way to others.

encounter one
i was about to go into the mrt.
it was crowded at the doors
and the people din wanna move to the center of the cabin?
ARGH.
it was fucking irritatin ok!
i din even have enough space to go in.
and we missed that train.
along with some other people who were also damn pissed.

encounter two
the second train came along.
thank god it wasnt as crowded.
then when i was bout to go in.
this lady pushed me to go out of the train.
WAHLAU.
i nearly fell ok!
fucking woman.
she should just die.
HELLO the driver will definitely know if people are going out right
why so rushing?
aiyah whatever lah.

but after that it was all ok in causeway and back.

and BY THE WAY
some stoooopid dumbass named jebamani.
you were supposed to call me you ass!
WHEN PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO TALK IMPT THINGS THEN ONLY YOU WONT CALL YOU NOE!
but when not impt then we will call each other one.
ahahaha.
so DUMB.
yeah im still waitin for your call.
you dont call, you watch out.
i will whack the small little brains outta you.
ahaha ok that was lame.

anyway.
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!
eeee.
my sister bought me a present.
and this year,
i really dunno wad it is.
cause last year all.
i knew wad it was without even peeking at it.
well im damn impatient lah.
then this year
she become smarter.
buy without me knowing and wrap and put under the tree all.
wahhh!
then i ask her.
she keep saying this stooopid sentence.
you like it, want it and need it.
ahaha cheeeken.

hopefully some ass will leave me alone.
make it four asses.
one big ass, two scandal asses, and one cousin ass who cannot mind his own fuckin business.
and i'll be happy this christmas.
yeaps.
every year it's meee.
it's called the annual kill cynnthia month.
fuck i tell you it's damn irritatin.
like you noe
it starts off with someone else.
and SOMEHOW it will end up with me you noe.
that's the worst thing.
haiksss.
not this year.
previous years i was stupid.
yeah.
thank god for the brain he gave us all.
only that they dont use it.
argh.
yeah im sorry if i sound arrogant but yes.
i have to say it.
it's damn pissing if im gonna keep quiet and let them have it their way.
yucks.
die!! just go die.
or get a life which you dont have.

goodnight world!!
*smiles*


i went shopping today AGAIN.
i dont think i can live without it siah.
aha.
i bought a new panjabi suit.
it's greeen.
haha!
and i bought green and turquoise bangles.
fun!
i bought eyeliner.
as usual.
typical me.
well cant live without it
sorry i admit.
cause mine's finished already.

i dont feel like doin anymore hw siah.
i feel sick about doing it.
but do we have a choice?
aha.
maybe if i loved it and did it with passion,
i will finish it properly.

just like ash said.
will we die?
will we?
it's all in god's hands.
nooo.
i dont wanna die.
i wanna enjoy my life and all
and then i will be happy to die.

im still trying to smile.
where are you when i need you dear?
why issit so painful to say goodbye to you?
fuck. it really hurts.
i want to just leave so much.
but somethin's holding me back.
i dunt even noe why.
tsk.
now i say.
my biggest mistake was loving you.
i only have myself to blame.
i've fallen so badly and am hurt.
it'll take time to heal those wounds.
i hope soon.
goodbye dear.
i loved you.


i've realised how painful it is to love someone.
someone whom you loved so much and trusted.
and there he goes.
poof.
just by saying,
i just dont love you anymore.
and everything's done.
now i freaking realise.
that they cannot be trusted at all.
call me gullible.
and i fell for you.
and now you hurt me.
it's not like i cheated you and left and so you wanna get revenge.
it really disgusts me that you're like that.
you noe,
SO many ppl told me you'd leave one day.
i chose to trust you.
and you noe wad?
you only proved them right.
you're gone.
i only left you cause i wanted to study and prove it to my mum and myself.
and there you show your true colours?
haiks.
i cannot say anythin
cause im in no position to.
yes we're not together.
but wad was that promise you made to me?
do you still remember?
and yeaps.
you broke it.
leave me.
just go.
have a happy life with her.
all the best.
fuck off and die.


haha oh god.
i just read my previous entry and i realised it sounded stupid.
aha.
probably i was just feeling like that at the point of time.
hopefully no one read it.
if you did.
just take it as random shit.
i deleted that paragraph i wrote in the previous entry.
haha.
anyway.
i got nothing to blog about.
my tag-board is D-E-A-D.
yucks.
TAG LAH PEOPLE!!!
haha.
okok
random entry.
im bored.
i'll update tmr.
goodnight world.


wishlist
new earings
belt
billabong belt
random hemline skirt
beaded tops
white tops
brown t-shirts
green t-shirts
black shawl
tying heels
cheek stain
jacket
brown contacts
eyeliner
brown jacket
jeans skirt
shimmering cranberry lotion

still wanting many things somemore.
eeks.
i kinda like green these days.
and brown also?
fascinating and unique colours.
woots.


im baaack everyone!!
hahaha.
missed me?
i noe ya'll did.
lol
i kinda enjoyed ALOT in penang.
was really fun lah.
it was more than i expected.
i bonded with my relatives.
and i love my grandad.
he's only 40.
lol.


view of penang from the peak.


haha my grandad at the background playing with the monkeys.


ooh.. misty eh? it was quite cold up there actually.


trainn. the older one which they used to go up the hill.


statue at the temple.


ssssnake. i liked that one. so curly wurly.


ahahah!
that one looks like mee.
the pig i mean.


yeee haaa? aha.


haha i look eye-less.


aaah that's my grandfather.
young eh?


that was a young king cobra.


scary.


that was funny. indian grapes, they call it.
ahaha. so huge.






at the fun fair.
i tell you they fling you up the sky so high.
i nearly puked.


it was bathing. haha. damn cute. splashing water everywhere.

yeap.
i really enjoyed lah.
their food esp.
oh my.
i put on weight siah.
just trying all their food which will never be found in singapore.
omg.
haha.
the shopping was the best part.
i tell you
their shopping malls are so big.
way bigger than ours.
you cant finish even in three hours.
cause we took three hours for just three floors.
and there are like seven floors?
ahaha.
yeah.
i wanna go again next year.

time to get down to hw again!
haha.

aiightss.
bye world.

cynnthiaChitrah
11Jan`90
Temasek Polytechnic


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