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Thursday, November 24, 2005

i need strength to live on.
god.
help me.
i dunt noe wad else to say but.
give me the strength to move on.
it's really hard.
i've been trying.
alot.
but haiks.
i cant seem to move on.
im still so hurt inside.
i dunt noe how to face them anymore.
everything's so weird now.
maybe i just need a break
a break from everything.
from everyone.
im sorry to say.
but yeah
i cant seem to forgive!
god..
please.
i dont want to lose them.
they were the ones i grew up with
though they hurt me so much.
i really want to forgive them and have fun again
all the crap
all the joy.
all the fun
the warmth of friends.
please god.
heal me.
heal my wounds.
im wounded badly.
really.
it hurts alot.
it cries blood.
im sorry god.
i dunt even noe if i can hold longer.
i feel like bursting.
i need strength.
please.

10:47 PM