Thursday, October 13, 2005
i was just wondering.
deepavali's coming.
and i gotta see them again.
sheesh
and it's not like we're in the happy terms we used to be anymore.
they and their "oh so perfect lives"
it just makes me sick.
blech.
*pukes*
im a bitch.
and they're not.
AHAHAHA.
anyway.
im a bitch.
so wad?
i shall just potray myself according to what you think about me.
well im sick of tryin to prove myself to ya'll
ya'll and your sickenin hypocrisy about me bein good and then bitchin after that.
yuck.
if im a slut,
then wad are you?
it doesnt make one a slut just by wearin wad? coloured contacts and hipster jeans eh?
too bad for me then if you think that way.
*smugs* narrow mindedness.
*shakes head*
and im supposed to believe your matured?
you're older than me
and i cant believe you still have fucked up immature thinkings like these still.
aha.
man that means all others who wear hipster jeans and coloured contacts are sluts?
*laughs*
ya'll and your hilarious comments.
THEN WHY THE FUCK DID THEY COME UP WITH CLOTHES LIKE THAT?
oh my.
even my father who's so disciplined about the clothes i wear has nothin to say about it.
in fact he was the one who paid for them and he was there at that point of purchase.
and you mother fuckers have SO MUCH to comment.
i really got nothin else to say.
im tired.
sick and tired of your SHIT.
just fuck da hell off my life.
oh chitrah, we're trying to help you.fuck you.
fyi, i know how to handle my life.
i have my mother, my father to take care of me.
i dont need your sickening comments.
it's MY life.
and im happy the way it is
you bitches are no one to comment and change it.
ya'll used to be the ones i loved.
but now.
ive realised how angellic and loving ya'll are.
enough.
ive given up.
ya'll have.
so let's just leave things the way they are.
even if i gotta see ya'll
i'll just see that we'll have nothin to say to each other.
after all, we'll still be family no matter how much i dislike ya'll.
im sorry to say i cant change that fact.
but i would if i actually had a way to.
so yeah.
it'll just be the way it is.
oh.. there that's my mother's sister's daughter or son.that'll be the only relationship we hold.
ive given up.
thanks alot guys for all those happy memories we had when we were 5 or 6.
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