muggggggg.
-on a mug break-
cya around.
=)


sometimes i really wanna vent my anger.
nono.
im just gonna keep it.
but hey.
i really wanna give you a piece of my mind.
ya noe.
not all da time everyone is lucky.
never is there any person who never got caught for doin shit.
never is there any person who never got into trouble for doin shit.
do you really need it that bad?
i mean.
you see *tom like EVERYDAY?
and you like want what you wanted?
*shakes head*
you noe you've got caught once.
and you noe you can never hide it for long.
and see wad happened?
not even a week.
and you got caught.
sighs.
i seriously got no comments anymore
i feel like some broken record.
but you noe.
i seriously given up hope on you.
but i dunno why but i still got little hope tingling on that you'll change.
it's your choice.
your life.
you choose.

*names have been changed to protect identities. =)


hehhh
tmr's mt paperrrr.
haiys
i tried da a maths paper.
it's FREAKIN hard.
i dont understand anythin.
omg
im dead
NO.
i musnt say that.
I WILL SURVIVE.
ok this is gettin nowhere.
aaah
hahaha.
yeaps.
=)
my entries are gettin shorter and shorter.
probably it's because it's exam time
and time spent mostly is muggin.
nvm
just wait for it to end.
and it'll be fun.
and there'll be nicer things to blog about.
*smiles*

anyway
all the best to all peeps sittin for EYE.
do well aiight?
*thumbs up*


nononono
im gonna do it.
i will.
im tryin my best.

you noe.
cousins arent that great sometimes.
they turn up so fucked up.
stabbin you.
gees.
yeah it's to those three wonderful cousins i have.
hehh
who think you're da most perfect people.
tsk tsk
denial.


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eng EYE today.
hmm.
it wasnt that hard till one can fail or anythin.
but i din like the paper one topics.
the compre was ok.
mcdonald's.
heh heh.

one down eight more to go.
tamil next wednesday.
gonna ace it.
im gonna do.
(=


muggin muggin and more muggin.
im proud of me.
*smiles*
i must ace the maths and sciences.
well but i dunt understand a thing about chem.
argh
i try to.
but crap
i dunt.
*shakes head*
wells gotta run!
gonna try and understand.
(=


eee.
jebamani's damn yuck!

aiight.
let's have the intro first.

we went to the ANIMAL RESORT today.
which is like jebamani's second home away from home.
(the first is the zoo of course)
hahaha.
yeap.
i thought it would be like those borin places where they just talk and talk.
but they had chickens , geese, a turkey, and these eyeliner birds runnin around.
wooo the chickens were really cute actually.
but they're not my long lost related chicken friends or somethin like that kukufied jebamani says.
lols.
but yeah.
we had lotsa fun tryin to communicate with the turkey.
it would gobble gobble when we also gobbled at it.
ahahaha!

we named the turkey after joel.
and the goose after joy.
the chicken with the butt stuck out was ash.
the chicken with the spiked up hairdo and runnin around like some retard was pravind.
the chicken with the kukufied hairdo was jebamani!
and the eyeliner birdd was me.
the other eyeliner birdd was feetus.

it was so funny.
we kept callin them the names we gave them.
woo.
and yeah
the horse.
ahaha
it looked HUGE.
not as small as wad we see in movies and documentaries.
wahaha fed the goats.
then we saw this pelican.
my my it was huge.
haha
that BIG hanging pocket it had hangin from it's neck
it looked like some BIG bubble.
hehe.
then after eatin we had to leave.

wishin we would go again.
it's quite fun actually.
bein in the bus where the younger children were.
singing chat chat versions of songs.
LOL.
but it's fun lah.
(=


YUCK.
school has started.
it was kinda a borin day today
sheesh.
but we had a maths!
*smiles sheepishly*
gotta mug.
exams start next week.
sighs.
in another 7 weeks it's over.
then it's da christmas mooood.
hahaha.
but we've still gotta go through the sucky days.
da end-of-year exams.
sighs.

well.
tamil sucked as usual.
with omer killin us.
yucks.
then had a bio test after school
was ok lah.
somethin i was ok at.
respiration and transport.
aha.

then went home with jebamani.
wahhh
damn funny lah.
went to j8 and she and that shavi kept bullyin me about my tamil.
eeee.
balls to you two lah!
hahaha
my tamil's good to a small extent ok!
*looks smartly at jebamani*

46 more days.


one will always know when one will come into this world.
life.
but one will never know when one will leave this earth.
death.

sigh.
she was young.
forty plus.
choked on somethin
just leavin like that.
people dyin.
nobody lives more that over seventy anymore.
pastor said.
it's kinda true actually.
nobody seems to treasure life anymore.
we just treat it like some chore.
just do it.
and get the hell off this earth.

the reason why i hate funerals.
i always associate the person dead and let my imagination run wild
and make myself think that my dearest loved one or friend in restin in the coffin.
it just makes me cry more.

i went today.
there she was.
restin.
sighs.
as usual.
i started cryin tho i never talked much to her.
imagination ran wild.
i started freakin out when i was thinkin about my dad.
argh.
hate imaginations sometimes.

life.
a beautiful thing God gave us.
the least we could do
appreciate and treasure it.


i cant sleep!
argh.
insomia.


sighs it's saturday already!
in two days we'll be sittin in school already
and the second week of term 4, EYE starts
crap.

im gonna mug.
ciaos.
=)


There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow.
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for joyful giving.
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
Make a better world, make a better world.

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race.
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for You and for me.

And the dream we would conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly
Be God's glow.
We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel
You are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place.

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.


it was just me and my lil sister.
haha
we went out together today.
im surprised we never had a squabble today.
even if we did, we laughed it off in the end.
we went shopping.
for four hours we were walkin around northpoint
and i just realised that they had a neoprint shop in northpoint
to think that i live in yishun.
heh.

she's so nice all of a sudden.
it just makes me guilty.
a pair of shoes, nail polish, she bought me
whoa.
even i never bought those kinda things for her.
argh.
why is my conscience grippin me?
sighs.
all the times ive been so mean to her.
she still buys me things.
*ponders*


somebody shoot me.
i havent studied much.
i gotto mug.
sighs.


the days have not been so bad.
had a maths yesterday.
it was quite funny actually.
suresh looked shorter than he usually did in jeans.
wahaha.

went to cine today with my cousins.
*rolls eyes*
balls to you.
wad's up with the secrets?
haha.
we watched a movie at like 10 in the morning!
lol.
but it was quite a funny movie.
all the blacks looked super hot in the movie.
ya should catch it too.
the longest yard it is.
haha.
then went to pastamania
sat there for like more than an hour crappin and laughin.
bought famous amos cookies.
cannot resist them. wooo.
haha. then it was home.
sighs.
hols arent that bad actually.
altho it's kinda hectic.
but oh wells.
that's life.
*smiles*


today's my lil sister's birthday.
happy birthday!
lol it's not like as if she's gonna read it or somethin.
i woke up sick.
heh.
wad a wonderful way to start a day.
nvm.

three months have passed.
*smiles*
ilovethee.

and yeah.
went to church yesterday.
lol it was teachers day celebrations
ahaha.
the kids were singing.
i rmb
jeb and i used to be one of them
dance or singing or drama.
lol.
cock it all up
and cry in the end
or laugh it off.
but the kids were funny.
except for some maybe.
i love that lil boy!
ahaha.
i wish my son would be like that in the future.
lols.
his big adorable eyes
and JOEL was bullyin him.
OH MY.
he's like three times the lil boy's size.
aha
he was snatchin away his little hat
and there the lil boy was screaming.
haha.
okok
im going gaga.

and yeah.
the food was nice.
woo.
jebamani also for once said the food was nice.
ahaha. she's nonsense lah.
just as useless.
heh heh.
(=
aiight.

there he comes and talks to me.
*wow im shocked*
heh heh
not of a surprise actually.
why?
cause nobody's talkin to him.
reject!
sighs.
manmathan wannabes these days.
*shakes head*


well you,
blog entries are for typin in it how you feel and stuff.
tags are for taggin how you feel about the entries.
why you gettin so pissed over the tags?
if you are,
then why the fuck did you put a tag-board?
sheesh.
you think you're the only person in the world who has a blog?
ahaha.
think again bitch.
my crap is fucked up.
wad about yours?
perfect sehh.
(=
it's ok you can live in that perfect denial that you are perfect.
not my loss.

wad ever shit you say does not affect me by the way.
it doesnt hurt me in the ass too.
wow.
so now we are people TRYIN to be tough.
ahahahaha.
wad the fuck does this have got to do with being tough?
it's just called statin facts.
i guess you're the one who's feelin the pain.
which is why.
geees.
so now someone's all tough and strong.
oh god.


gees.
some ppl think that they are the only ones with blogs in the world.
sheesh nvm.

anyway went to bhavan's house today
lol it was like damn fun.
we were supposed to be studyin.
well we did abit
till her sister came.
lol she was so adorable.
i ended up being her entertainment for the last 1 hour.
boy was she so funny.
there i was dancing for her.
she kept askin me to do it again.
ahaha and she also did the same dance as me.
lols.
ok this is going nowhere.

mum's crazy.
havin major mood swings.
she screamed at me 10 minutes ago.
now she's laughin and talkin to me.
tsk tsk.
haha. well well.


oh god.
wad's with the GUYS carrying tote bags and hair bands?
it just kinda disgusts me.
it's really umm. not interesting.
sometimes, wad's meant to be a girl will always remain to be a girl's.
i could have sworn i saw more than 5 guys carryin tote bags when i went out yesterday.
oh gees.
so wad if girls wore jeans?
it has even been designed in a way it suits girls.
but as for tote bags?
ummm. i dunt think it can ever be designed in a way where guys can carry it and look fashionably cool.
yuck.
they look like little sissy boys.
not coolios.
geees.
i think sooner or later i wont be surprised they also start wearin skirts and make up too.
*shakes head*
tsk tsk.

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