Saturday, June 11, 2005
yes i noe im in the wrong.
does that mean i have to stop doin everythin?
might as well be dead right?
i mean death and just doin nothin makes no difference.
heh.
and yeah.
i always thought you were open.
thought i could confide in you.
but hehh.
you just totally turned out opposite.
mum, i still love you.
tho you still refuse to talk to me and stuff.
i'll just keep quiet and wait till the day you accept me back.
never happened before.
hope it never will again.
it's no use of me talkin straight to you.
wad's the least i'll get?
scoldings and more scoldings.
well i appreciate the fact that you din tell dad.
but haiys.
i'll just be quiet and punished.
but well.
somethings you do are really pissing.
hope you understand that without bein told.
sigh.
hopin things will get better.
10:37 PM