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Sunday, May 22, 2005

pissed is a vulgarity?
oh my.
i understand why it is now.
=x

yeah. omer explained why he was so pissed.
i guess it's for our own good only. wells.
gees.
but yeah. i really dunno.
wahaha.
we did quite well for drama!
yeah!
lol.
couldnt help tearing when i came out.
siva was one of the judges!
aaaah
his cute curly hair.
haha.
but yeah i noe i exerted myself.
for once im proud of myself.
beams

ooh hols are comin.
camp!
(=
haha.
for once it's without my mother.
woots.
lol.
im gonna be all independant.
haha.
oh wells.
so much for the alone thing.
she told me she was gonna keep a watch out.
well mothers.
who can blame them?
one day im gonna become one.
and i guess im gonna be that way too.
oh my.
im being so practical.
=x

wells.
i decided to forget you.
i guess it's just much better that way.
it saves me tears.
sigh
it's painful.
all it takes is time.
soon to be it's just gonna be friendship.
i'll just leave you alone.
well ive never hogged to you or anythin.
it so isnt me.
wells. i guess it's over for now.
just take it in a way that it was all a pass-by thing.
haiys.
fake smiles.
time to hide it again, as usual.
it's not always so happening for every girl.
i guess im just the unlucky one too.
maybe i should just never fall in love.
it's just too painful.
yeah it should be that way.
i wonder why it's always like that for some ppl.
but for others, they can choose the guys they want.
ponders
well...
i guess i'll just stick to my decision.
so be it.

9:54 PM