Sunday, April 10, 2005
never had a chance
i never had a chance
to have ya'll to listen to me.
never.
never in a million years.
even if i did tell
no one hears
or believes.
freak this.
we might have had our little squabbles when we were young.
but that doesnt mean we have to take them all
in the years we have to go?
why is it that ya'll are so crapped up?
sighs.
wad the fuck issit about me that ya'll hate dammit?
just tell me!
i dunt see a need to spread fucked up rumors about me.
and then askin my fren about it
ya'll got a question come ask me
intead of askin my fren behind my back.
is this wad you talk about you being so matured?
huh jennifer?
is this wad you talk about being brave?
huh joy?
is this wad you talk about others talkin behind your back or family's back?
huh joel?
fuck this.
i've had enough.
i cant take it anymore.
if ya'll just wanna ruin my life
come tell me
i'll just leave.
but b4 that.
just tell me wad issit about me that ya'll hate
i tried so hard to fuck off your damn lives.
i managed to.
i never came in between any of your life problems
did i?
i never contributed to any of your problems anymore
did i?
i fucked off your lives
youjollywellfuckoffmine.
i need no more of ya'll.
i have my friends.
and i love them.
i dunt need ya'll.
it will just be the way it is.
9:45 PM